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title: I think I was depressed b4!!! Today I had LLA, Lifeskill. Then tcher was talking about stress and depression. When tcher was talking bout them, I listen'd.. Then thr was a part whr tcher was talking bout depression and when/what depression comes/is. So tcher say tt when you have depression you will think tt u are usless, hopeless and thr's no meaning in living.. So as tcher was telling tt, my mood suddenly whn down.. I didn't smile, tok, laugh and i wanted to cry.
Coz, thr was a time not long ago, last year nov/dec, i thought tt me living, thrs no point. Coz im fat, noone likes me.. What I want to be in future, i can't be. My ambition to be sucessful, i gotta be thin, healthy, hot, good looking, have nice body and have nice abs.. I see myself and i think tt wats th point in living!! U're fat, u won't go any further in life.. And after thinking tt only i was so sad and I didn't talk to you all properly.. And one thing about me, you gimme attitude, i give u back.. You don't like me, FUCK OFF!!! I hate whn f-ppl gimme their f-attitude sia.. Like asshole!!! So wat if i run, tell ppl hello, laugh or what-so-ever sh!t I do.. Is tt bothering you!! FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!! BUT I GOTTA BE STRONG, I LOVE THE WAY I AM AND I LOOK!!! |
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