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there's nothing wrong with my name.
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the crazy idiot who is oh-so spastic,
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February - 03: Simlambarasan, 04: Danshikah Viva, 22: Ammu Carolin, 26: Deva Kumaran

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April - 01: Ummu, 09: Matthew, 22: Nabilah

May - 02: Rajan Mama, 06: Hannah, 07: Shamini Melanie Natasha Viva, 07: Floris, 13: Raifana, 14: Fazree, 16: Shahrizal, 19: Rahul, 22: Margret (grandma), 23: Timothy Marc Surain Viva, 26: Vivekananda (Daddy)

June - 14: Zahirah, 16: Azirah, 18: Saras, 23: Thilaga Atthai

July - 3: Rani Atthai, 14: Velu Mama, 18: Pushpalatha Viva(Mommy), 21: Kalu, 21: Lakesh, 21: Hafiz

August - 07: Aqilah

September - 4: Aishah 5: Dashini Kashmalene 18: Uma

October - 1: Taarshini

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December - 19: Rovina 19: Eason Navin 24: Angela 26: Shalini Damaris

Sorry guys for not updating ur birthdays.. i gotta go back home and check it out.. i wrote them in my diary and soon to be updated.. I saw ur birthdays in my diary but i didn't bring the book to my aunt hse.. so now seriously soon to be updated!!! He3..ily guys!!!
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date: Tuesday, March 17, 2009
time:8:59 PM
erm im so bored.. Very lazy to write what happen today..
Nvm, i'll write..

So group after group have got to go out to Mr. Nick and Mr. Boi to tell their group reflection about their group's short film.. So Sean group went first, then Saras's, then Azirah and then it was my group's turn..

So i had no mood.. Bcoz, for the whole last two days of shoot, Yang Jing keep on telling me that I didn't do anywork.. I as a art director i did my job.. Actually there's not many work to do as the actors are wearing their own clothes.. So I even helped out the others.. If she was telling it play2 for 1 or 2 times, its understandable.. But she is keep on telling me!!! It's irritating and hurtful man!!

So I really didn't have any mood to laugh or talk to my group members, but I can tok to my other friends.. Hahaha.. Then Serene ask me to write the reflection.. I say cannot.. Why ever should I write that f-ing thing!!! Then Serene ask me if I got anything to say, then I said no.. So Yang Jing ask me to write.. Again as usual I said CANNOT!!! And then Serene was telling something in chinese.. Hello, I AM A INDIAN!! FOR GOD SAKE SPEAK ENGLISH, EVEN IF YOUR ENGLISH IS NOT GOOD, TRY TOO SPEAK, YOU CAN IMPROVE... I AM NOT THAT STUPID WHEN YOU SPEAK BROKEN ENGLISH THAT I CAN'T UNDERSTAND!!!!

Ya, that happened before going to our teachers.. So when we went to our teachers, Mr.Boi laughed.. Haha, and then before I even wanna say that they always speak chinese, Mr.Nick ask 'Did they all speak chinese', Thn i said yes.. Then Yang Jing say that Yang Jing will tell serene in chi thn serene translate... So, Mr.Nick ask who is the producer.. Mr.Nick looked at me as he ask.. My face look like producer mah.. Haha, thn serene say that she is the one.. Then Mr.Nick ask what part am I.. Then I say Art Director.. Then he ask me how was it.. So i told idk in a disappointed way mutely shaking my shoulders.. So he ask how got any problem.. I kept quiet.. Then he say that I look unhappy. Then Yang Jing say, Mr.Nick I will tell you..

Then she thought that I was angry with her bcoz of the facebook.. In the facebook she say that she got to thank Swee Kiat for the hardwork.. Then I play2 say that, "Wah, tell Swee Kiat thank you then nvr tell me." Then she said that truthlly she got to tell Swee Kiat thank you bcoz he was hardworking and serious and what la.. She also told that Mr.Boi ask to tell who's the bad influence in the group.. I suspected that she will tell me.. Coz for the two days she haf been telling me that i am not doing my job.. So i said, you wanna tell my name oso can.. You can put the blame on me.. I dont give a fuck about it.. That's what i tell her.. Then she say she going to firstly open up Ezra's name.. Then i say whatever you want to do you do.. Dnt reply me.. Byebye.. Coz I irritaed with her ready.. Then she said Swee Kiat more hard working then me right? Then I say, I don't know lah, dont ask me.. Go and ask yourself la.. Byebye.. Don't reply.. I very busy.. Actually that time i playing game.. Wah I damn rabak(worst) sia.. Ya lar wat you expect!!! Angry ready talk nicely ah..

Ya so thats the whole facebook thing.. So she thought that I was angry with that.. So she told the teachers that.. I interrupted their conversation to tell the truth of what is the cause of my frustration and anger towards her.. So I tell that she told me that I nvr even do my job, its like what the hell ah.. I even got help my other crew members.. So as I was telling I cry ready sia.. Then Mr.Nick didn't hear properly.. So he ask to tell again.. Then I really cannot.. Coz i'll cry even more.. Then Mr.Boi say that you cry bcoz you're concern about your work.. Are you concern or not? He asked me.. Then I shook my head saying yes.. Then Mr.Nick told me that I take thing too personal.. So he tell me not to take things too personal.. And just speak out.. If not your anger will be inside and it's not good for your health.. So i say ok mutely, so that means i shake my head lah..

And they were talking ah.. I can't hear cause whenever I am sad crying, I really can't hear anything.. Then I was crying, crying and crying without sound.. Its like my face sadly tears rolling down my cheeks.. And then at a point of time i told myself, Natasha its time to stop crying and listen to teacher what are they telling.. So ya I stopped and listen to them.. And Mr.Nick told me that Mr.Boi use to hate Mr.Nick, because he looks so fierce.. And Mr.Nick say that even his blur face looks like he is fierce.. So can't really blame him.. Then he said that Mr.Boi thought him how to smile be cool.. And then he show twist.. Maybe he is refering to peace.. Ya, I tried to laugh abit.. I did.. At the end, Yang Jing reach out her hand to me telling me that ' friends'.. And I was like 'ok friends :%' Then i said ok friends, but my hand action was like dont know.. Whenever you say donnoe, how will your hand be.. Ya exactly.. Then Mr.Boi look then i shake hands with her.. But i was like huh?, friends.. Why, we are not enermy.. So I didn't get that point.. Ya but whatever its over..

Then I felt ok la.. After that when to Saras sat with her.. And Al-Hafiz and Irah compite hand wrestling with other people.. Hahaha, it was damn funny/fun.. Hhahah.. But this class can't be as good as my secondary school.. My secondary school class rules man.. They are the best!!!!


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