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N A T A S H A

there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
the crazy idiot who is oh-so spastic,
shit crazy about stitch
scolding me FAT doesnt make you any SLIM-ER
scolding me STUPID doesnt make you way SMARTER
BACKSTBBING me doesnt make you a CHAMPION
and calling me BLACK doesnt make you look any FAIRER[:

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January - 21: Sakinah, 22: Tian De, 25: Renuka,

February - 03: Simlambarasan, 04: Danshikah Viva, 22: Ammu Carolin, 26: Deva Kumaran

March - No one

April - 01: Ummu, 09: Matthew, 22: Nabilah

May - 02: Rajan Mama, 06: Hannah, 07: Shamini Melanie Natasha Viva, 07: Floris, 13: Raifana, 14: Fazree, 16: Shahrizal, 19: Rahul, 22: Margret (grandma), 23: Timothy Marc Surain Viva, 26: Vivekananda (Daddy)

June - 14: Zahirah, 16: Azirah, 18: Saras, 23: Thilaga Atthai

July - 3: Rani Atthai, 14: Velu Mama, 18: Pushpalatha Viva(Mommy), 21: Kalu, 21: Lakesh, 21: Hafiz

August - 07: Aqilah

September - 4: Aishah 5: Dashini Kashmalene 18: Uma

October - 1: Taarshini

November - forget

December - 19: Rovina 19: Eason Navin 24: Angela 26: Shalini Damaris

Sorry guys for not updating ur birthdays.. i gotta go back home and check it out.. i wrote them in my diary and soon to be updated.. I saw ur birthdays in my diary but i didn't bring the book to my aunt hse.. so now seriously soon to be updated!!! He3..ily guys!!!
title: Msging with him!!
date: Thursday, July 10, 2008
time:10:37 AM




06th July 2008

I msged him: Tian De can i ask you something.?

(he took about 30 mins to reply!)

then he reply: Ask nor.. was izzit ??

then i say: Tian De hannah told u wat happen to me and zahirah rite.I mean i was just sad ah.Are you like angry or nt happy bout me.Please.Tell me.Coz the way u tok to me.Rite.Like u nt happy wif me.

then he say: No lla..you crazy.. not happy for wad sia.. i feel guilty den right..sorry eh..cause you both to quarrel..

then i say: No ah. We broke on 26.6 (the next day after you ask her stead) and we became friends on 4.07. Ya. Mm. I ask u. U don't feel irritated me liking u rite.?

then he say: Not irritated by tat.. by irritated being disturb by others..

(then i felt damn happy)

then i say: Hw did ur friends know tat i love u!?

then he say: I oso dunno..yupp..hmm..

then i say: Mm. Bt i m sorry coz of ppl making fun of you. And anyways tian de i love you of the way u are, n nt the way u look event though u are damn cute. Bt cn i ask u. U seriously wanted to go on wif zahirah.?

then he say: You crazy arh?!? I joking tat day onli lla..dun you noe i like to disturb ?? Hahas..crazy lla..

then i say: K. Tian de u know i m feeling damn happy after telling u hw i feel. Hmm. Anyways love you.And dont hate me.Hahas.I m relife nw.

Hmm. but the sad thing is that he did not msg after me sending this! So i waited for about 10-20 mins. No reply. I felt sleepy. So i went to bed. Then at about 10 plus i woke up coz my stomach was so pain. need to do big business. SO i decided to on my phone and see if he got reply. He did not! But atleast i m happy that he is not irritated of me. And I told him That i LOve him! Atleast i was happy about that!

8th July 2008

Morning


At school time, science lesson, Tian De Adrian and Meng Suan Skip sci lesson. Then after science is Mr Kong's Lesson! They have to skip lesson cause they have to settle things about Shavon ( i pity that girl man! cause of that fucking Sherry see get beating!! EEE!! i hate to see Sherry's Face!!!). Then recess time Tian de called me and ask mt to liquid his name at the class diary.! so i was like thinking twice you know! i was like what if i liqiud then teacher ask me.! then i die right! So i msg him and say that Tian de what if Mr Kong flip to the next page and see. Then i kena caught how? Then he say k wait i m coming up now! So i waited then he check the class diary. Then i ask how, then he say nvm ah! gonna die ah! then after reading (Mr kong's lesson) when teacher dismiss everyone, he quickly went out of the class. Then Mr kong call him, "Tian De, bye! , Later don't go there and do ur thing!" (which is smoking). Before Mr Kong tell that to Tian De, Tian De look at me and gave the sweet smile! OMG!! i wish that he cn give the smile again! Inorder to help Tian De i didn't show Mr Kong the Class Diary! Hahas..

8th July 2008


Night


i was like scared to msg him cause i had a thinking of what if he is irritated of me. So i was like argh!, just msg him!.

Then i say: Mm. Tian de 2mrw dont skip lesson ah pls. Lata ur name kena rite at clasS diary. And ol the probs bout nt taking n level. Sian rite. Pls ah. Reply k.

Then he say: Hahas..wont skip lle..i today skip becox got problem to settle..tats why..

Then i say: K. Coz of shavon rite. Settle ready.? I pity her sia. Sherry is like damn basturd ah! Fuck sia she!

Then he say: Ya..i go help shavon tat problem.. settled lle..hmm..sherry ass her lla..i look down those ppl..

( then very long he nvr msg ah! i thought kthat he is ignoring. then i send another msng saying that)

I msged: Anyways tian de. Gud nite. Sweet dreams. Slip tight. Luv ya. Hahas.

Hmm. i just love that days alot! actually i write here coz i don't wanna forget him or the feeling that i tell him! All i type is the exact word that he and me msged! all the same!


I LOVE TIAN DE TO THE MAX!!!


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