Natasha

Please forgive me for hurting u thats all that i need !

2010-04-12T13:29:00.006+08:00

OMG !!! its been 4 months that I updated ! Well my life !! Ending march & starting april was miserable ! Dont wish to think about it ! But its not gg out of my mind ! Now my nights are lonely without hearing your voice ! I just miss you alot ! Your smiles are still in my head ! && I will nvr forget the songs that u sang ! I dont wanna know , sayangku , oru devathai & th last song u dedicate to me LOVE IS BLIND ! you dedicated whn our love chapter is going to end ! Well nice knowing for th few months ! Im sorry that i told that ur are a S.T.M.F (SweetTalkerMotherFucker) ..

Ok time to solve this stupid thing!!

2009-11-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

Today afternoon, around 1 or 2 plus. I talked to Deepan over the phone. He ask wah yesterday for small thing wanna show pot face arhs! Thn he say he dont like. Thn i was like ouh. I talked to Deepan properly ready! But thn he say ' Eh ah, natasha!' I say, 'say la paepparaepae pipa'. Thn he laugh. So i talk, talk, talk, he again say ' eh ah' i say 'natasha', he say ' paepparaepae' i say ' pipa!' So he was like ok natasha say with style!! I he say wait..

Thn he was doing something with his phone! So i know he either on speaker or record!! Thn i say ' No deepan i dont trust u, u on speaker, i dont wanna say later paisey la' Thn he say the ppl over there all not tamil. But i juat fake arhs, i say i can hear ppl laughing bhind!! Thn he say if u nvr say i will not talk to you forever!! Thn i got no choice so i just say ' Eh ah, natasha, paepparaepae pipa'. Thn he say wait.. so i was like adapavi, u put loud speaker arhs!! achoo, manam poittu!!

I hear background telling the eh ah natasha!! Wah, so damn paisey lor!!! Thn i wanted to cry.. But i nvr!! I just throw the phone on the bed.. Thn dashini took the phone.. Thn she say deepan wanna talk to me.. Thn i say dont want!! Thn he say confirm arhs!! Thn i say ya i dont want!!

Thn he talk to dash, thn deepan wanted to talk to shalini.. So dashini cm near me, thn she started crying! Thn she tell me la, she dont wanna leave Deepan or Deepan to leave her! So i go and talk to Deepan. I ask him, why u dont wanna talk to dashini, he ask who is this! Thn i say just answer my question. Thn he say no who is this! Thn i say natasha!! Thn he say, i thought u say dont wanna tok to me!

I was like ya la, u paisey me however u want i must just keep quiet la! Thn he say u wanna know what is real manam poittu!!! Thn i was like nvm deepan! Thn he say u know him, or he know u or not.. So if like that whr got manam poittu?? Thn i say ok, thn he say next time i see u in real person, i will really really paisey u!! thn i say no la dont la deepan!! Brother right!! good boy right!! dont la!! thn he say ok!!

So ya actually he didnt tell dashini dont call him, he say he will call ltr, he got project!! So ok, settle with Deepan ready!!! So now SP!!!

hmm, after a nonsense unnamed fight !!!

2009-11-16T23:23:00.004+08:00

I and Dashini finished our training, thn we lepak for awhile with SP and deepan. Then Deepan and SP was telling C Raj, C Raj!! I was so pissed off, but i didnt want to show it out.. Thn i was like play2 act angry thn i say!! Shalini gimme my paper. Coz she was holding one of my papers. Thn Deepan and SP thought that i really angry.. Coz i just walk off.. Thn i didnt talk to Deepan and SP.. Coz i want this thing to stop!!

Eeww, have u ever seen C Raj!! OMG!! he is just not my type!! Eeww, i dont like him!! OMG!!!! So ya, i want it to stop, thats why i act angry.. So i just walk all the way tto the control station.. We were near the Mr. bean stall, its like outside.. The place whr we need to cross the road.. So ya i walk all the way to control station, thn all (Amu, dashini, shalini, deepan and sp) were like Natasha come back!!! I just ignore!! Thn we stand at the control station, thn i saw deepan looking at me.. But I show him face, i didnt talk to him..

Thn I was looking at the MRT map, the deepan from the hole he say Natasha, Mohan, Mohan!! I wanted to laugh arhs, but i control.. Thn whrever i go deepan go, want to tok to me.. Thn i took a few steps near amu, thn i saw SP slap shalini lightly on shalini's cheeck.. Thn i laugh. SP was like natasha i saw u laughing.. Thn i just turn my head away!! Whnever we wanna go back home, we (amu, shalini, dashini and me) will hug SP thn go back home.. Thn that day, i step angry mah, so no hug larhs!! Thn i didnt hug SP, thn he was like one kind!! So i just didnt care and go..

So im so sorry SP and Deepan for showing u all faces, coz i want this thingy bout the C Raj to fucking stop!!!!

Mimi Tasha loves you!

Lepak with SP, Deepan, Shal, Dash, Ammu, Aravin and Anand

2009-11-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the Bike ride Deepan (Thoppai)

Wah, I love this day, 121109!!

Lepak with SP, Deepan, Shal, Dash, Amu, Aravin and Anand. Had a great shopping.. Only Amu, Shal, Dash and I know the meaning of our shopping!! Very nice sia!! Thn After that we all wanted to have a ride on the Motor bike!! Thn Deepan came with his bike.. so SP, tompang Amu, shal, dash.. Deepan tompang me.. I like sia!!! It was a very nice ride thanks deepan!!!! next time i want more far place ok!!!!

2009-11-07T02:16:00.004+08:00

Had a great chat with Harshini and Jayastina!!!

2009-11-06T22:30:00.001+08:00

Today go to shalini school, then go Macdonald fill up forms, thn go lepak with rueben, , sangari(rueben's girl)eswaran, shalini, dashini, yogi, bala, dinesh and murali..

Actually i had wrong thinking of yogi and bala!! I thought they ponna act, like all those gangster ppl siak!!! But actually they fun arhs!!! bala laugh cute siak the sound..

Bala asked shalini ' Ehk, today wanna go temple?'
Then shalini say ' No i dont want!'
Bala asked ' Why?'
Then shalini keep on saying no i dont want..
and he keep on pestaring why!!
And then bala like know eerything say, ouh i know why!!
thn he thought it was menstration!!

he didnt say it out loud.. but I and shalini knew what he was talking about..
and funny siak bala!!!

left hse 12 plus, reach home 7 plus!! had a splendid day!!!

"shoping" with shal, clarisa and amu!!!

2009-10-27T23:38:00.002+08:00

Fun sia today we to "shopping".
ponna gerek!!!
monday we wanna go again sia!!!
I like..

Arhs not only that we go find job tooo...
and in the end Aravind come..
sialah he ponna good sia..
shalini very lucky to get him as a friend..
its like some what boyfriend, but not boyfriend..
he damn caring like wah, a girl would every dream for a perfect guy.. hehhehe..
but shalini wanna take it slow and steady..
she is not interested in relationships now..
i means thats good of her thinking of that..
I want her not to go on now with him, coz this is not the right age!!!
so i want thm to be together and good till the go on!!!

Eh and i wanna contact or talk bck to clarence, miss him sia!!!
thn i wanna talk bck to my tamil makkals sia!!!

just talk bck to SP, Rueben!!!
somemore still got sia!!!

2009-10-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

Yeah Daddy finally called after 2 years of not seeing him and 7 months of no contact at all!!!

i was so excited whn my daddy called..

its like hearing his voice after sooo damn long!!!!
he was laughing as he is talking to me on the phone..

he is getting used in his environments..

So its like a dream/a hope/ a desire/ a something that came true!!!

isnt that like wonderful..

After a 2 years and 7mths break not seeing my daddy, i wanna bond with him so much whn i see him!!!

I just love him soooo much!!!!!

LOVE U DADA!!!!

thhis is the photo that i edit SP and Rueben

2009-10-25T13:12:00.002+08:00

Diwali at Atthai hse with alot of cousin friends and mine and bro!!

2009-10-24T23:49:00.010+08:00

Today shalini's and Dashini's and Timboy annae's friends came to Shalini hse for diwali open house.. The whole hse was crowded with students.. One of my brother's girl friend (she is a girl and she is tim's friend, not girlfriend as in girlgirlfriend.. get it!!)came, i bonded well with her.. And then my bro told my atthai that three more ppl cming, they are RUEBEN, ESWARAN (SP) and Dinesh(i not sure about this guy's name). So my atthai ask me to go and buy kuay tiao, yellow mee, ginger, sawi, lots of fish cake.. Total was $13.35, but i only bought $10, so whn up again to take another $4. After paying the rest of the money, My atthai cooked for timboy annae friends!!

Actually Rueben and Eswaran are my friends too.. Rueben Secondary School friend, Eswaran Sinda friend!! Eh, whn i sinda with Eswaran he short sia.. Now i see he sooooo tall.. Not fair leh!!! Stupid Eswaran who ask u grow tall so fast!!! Eswaran's mohawk was nice men!! Its in purplish-pink colour.. He and Rueben bcome much more better..

They were supposed to come at $o'clock. But they came here at & plus!! So wasted!! Then they come sia.. They soooo made my day.. Rueben was joking!!! SP so quiet bcoz priya over there. He like paisey.. Thn right my brother put for SP the food, bee hoon goreng, chicken and egg.. Sp dont eat egg, so he gave it to Rueben.. Then Sp eat cute sia.. I wanna laugh only.. Thn in the hall he eat the chicken like such a decent guy.. But whn go to the kitchen to wash his mouth a took one chicken in his hand and eat like a pig.. Like u know anyhow!! Ya, thn he was like 'Dai, unmellai kouli nalla erukku da!' means, 'Dai the chicken really taste good!' and thn he was like wanting to take more chicken and i stop him to take photos..

Ouh ya whn Rueben and SP were eating I was like I need to take photos with them!!! Its a must. So I see Rueben eat finish i go and take photos with him, i call my cuzzie shalini with me too. So we took i was so happy. And thn SP and i took the photos and stuff!!!

And thn they left about 8 plus. My mommy forgot to give them ang pao.. Thn timboy annae was like amma u nvr give tthm ang pao ar?? Thn SP heard it. Thn he told Rueben.. Rueben and he ran down.. Coz like one kind right.. Such a good boy!!! Thn Tim called thm and my mom gave.. ANd thn took the money like a pity face.. So after they take they nearly left, but thn my bro wait and stopped to say goodbye to priyalatha.. By thn Rueben boxed Tim's butt.. He was like oouuccchhh.. Rueben and SP ran down. My bro was like ' Enna avala bayamah?' means ' what so scared ar?' Coz they run down..

Thn Rueben like one machoo guy eh come ar, come ar.. Whn my brother come the all run down.. Hhahaha.. funny sia Rueben.. All his dirty jokes.. Ok i shall tell one.. I took photos of SP and Rueben the photo shake.. I said 'eee, not nice shake ready!!' Thn Rueben was like this is not nice 'shake'.. U know shake, shake.. (shake the uh-uhm).. Ya.. so it is such a dirty joke!!!

LOVE YOU ALL MY FRIENDS!!!! HOPE TO BE LONG LASTING WITH U ALL!!!

Rueben and Eswaran(sp)..

These are the photos i told that they were shaking and Rueben told a dirty joke!!!

we willl rock you!!

2009-10-15T13:19:00.000+08:00

Aishah hse for raya

2009-10-11T00:02:00.004+08:00

❤❤ Today started of good and ended hilariously!! ❤❤

Was at home doing the usual thing, watching tv. But I know that Im gonna go out somewhere. So I was excited. I know where I am going, do you know where I am going ?? It has something to do with raya!! .............................................................., are you thinking ??

Ans : Aishah's Hse!!

So ya, was getting ready to go to Aishah's hse. Its at bukit panjang. Dashini, Danshikah and Mimi (me), went to aishah's hse. I ate the kuhkuh all. I loved th sughi! Mu favourite!! The thr were cookies, kuh mumod, kuh tart, cake and many more. So the one that I was eating the most was the sughi. And then aishah was placing all the foods on the dinning table. There was ketuh pat, ayam sambal, rendang and satay sauce thingy. She say eat all the food finish. I was like huh ?, all? I was like soo full! I told her 'sha i full ready ar.' The food was nice. So Aishah ate as much as she could. I was so full that i wanted to sleep.

Since I brought Dhoom/Dhoom2 dvd, we watched that. So we watched till 9pm. And as we were watching, my sister made the whole hall laugh. Aishah's cat name coco' tail is very short.. And my sister was like eh, whr's the tail ar??, how come no tail??. Thn she paused and look at the tail and said thats all ar?? Coz its like so short. And aishah's sister sufiya, couldn't take it, even whn tok to her sister she laugh, she control her laughter went to the kitchen and laugh out loud!!

So ya we really laughed and at 9pm i left the hse.. two dollars am pao.. thanks aishah..

I used this make-ups to her house!! I didnt capture photos with my panjabi suit, instead i took photos after i change!! hehehe..

some draw for aishah

2009-10-05T14:11:00.006+08:00

Sha loves sha!! tasha, shasha =DD fro shasha, from tasha

The messy pooh like aishah sey, such a messy girl.. laughing all over.. hahaha..

Elmo for shasha from tasha

Sha love mimi. for tasha from shasha

2009-10-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya in Suraiya's hse

2009-09-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

Went to suraiya's(dashini friend) hse for hari raya!!!

I love this post alot!!!

2009-09-19T17:30:00.003+08:00

In all my post I have in my blog,

this is the only one that I mostly love!!!

Officially in singapore..

2009-09-18T21:50:00.001+08:00

OK guys im in singapore now, which I hate it.. But might be happy for some of u.. Seriously i hate being in Singapore.. Like alot of things can't be done.. Right now im happy at the same time sad.. So, i really hate to see me here..

new songs!!

2009-09-15T01:48:00.002+08:00

I have got new songs in my blog!! and im loving it!! i personally love these songs!!!!

The VMA's

2009-09-14T22:02:00.001+08:00

Man the VMA whn so good!!! I was watching live from home. Pink and Shakira wore the same dress..

Kanye West, he is such a fob. Taylor Swift got her first VMA's and he spoilt her moment by telling that Beyonce has got must more better video of all year.. And after he said that she was so sad.. And just after this happen she gotta perform her song.. i just dont know how she pulled it off..

Beyonce's performance was soooo good.. I love beyonce..

Pink's performance was mind blowing!! she was hanging up!!!

Lady Gaga is just over dressing herself!! but her performance whn well..

Yes, Eminem got best Male video awards!!! I was soooo happy, luciky its not Kanye!!!

Last but not least Jay-Z's and Alicia Keys perfomred together!! and i love the song!!!! Empire State of Mind!! I love the chorus.

If u wanna see the VMA, go to mtvvma.ca
Love u folks!!!

sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare

2009-09-14T10:46:00.001+08:00

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare

Somebody pinch me

Your love's too good to be true.

This happen after I saw VMA's, whn Jay-Z was performing, beyonce was so supporting. And whn i see that , I really know that they love each other.

cut straight, come to the case. What happen was i dreamt that Beyonce was coming out of her car crying. I asked her if she was ok, what had happened? she said she is good. I am her fan. It was only me and another person. So u know whr celebrities have got interviews, so beyonce had one, and she told theb reason why she was crying. Jay-Z was cheating on her.

My dream cut to a party, Beyonce and Jay-Z wasn't with beyonce, but they were in the same party. Jay-Z told Beyonce's dad that I try taloking to beyonce but she doesn't wanna listen. Her dad said just go and talk.

What Jay-Z did was infront of everyone he told sorry and propose to her. She was so happy, she run and hug him. And I was like oooohhhh, so sweet.

So right now im wondering if it is a

Sweet or a beautiful nightmare.

Either way I

Don't wanna wake up from you

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare

Somebody pinch me

Your love's too good to be true.

OK in fact this whole phrase sweet ..... be true, is the lyrics from beyonce's song Sweet Dreams.

So can you see the link, my favourite song, dreamt about Jay-Z and Beyonce. Like this part of the whole lyrics suits my dream.

instint is good.. and ear pain..

2009-08-27T22:25:00.004+08:00

I have been having ear pain/infection since 22/9/09.. And whn i tell my mom she went to go and buy Advil.. That is just to reduce the pain.. So Yesterday 26/9/09, the pain was so terrible that my mom decided to bring me to the doctors.. The registration is $25 and guess how much was for the medicine, its $52.. And the total is $77... Erm my favourite number 7!! hahah.. its like freakin expensive.. So ya.. now im taking medication..

So today morning from dont know what, I suddenly think about Aqilah and her blog.. So ya.. Coz Aqilah tagged in my blogger right.. About her birthday.. So i feel like she miss me. And thn i remember that one day she told me that she will not put her blog private.. And so my instint was like what if it is today? So i just went to internet as per normal. And i saw my blog if anyone tag me.. i scroll all the way to my tag box, and i saw aqilah ask me to link her.. And thn i was like woaw my instint really works.. I mean like u know.. So ya.. I really appreciate it Aqilah.. Thanks.. Maybe she did for another reason or what im not sure.. But i feel that maybe bcoz of this..

Happy Birthday Aqilah

2009-08-07T22:24:00.001+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday Aqilah..

Aqilah on the 6th of August I was like ok, tmrw I must send my wishes to Aqilah.. Then I forgot.. So here is a birthday wish!! Don't think that I forgot your Birthday!!! Love you!!

Hair tips..

2009-08-04T04:13:00.003+08:00

Now went to the website called youtube, im sure most of you will know it. If you dont then its www.youtube.com. So i went there and at this column i saw fetured videos.. Ya, so i click on video which says 'Favorite Summer Do + Teasing Tips', and there's so many tips that she gives, hair makeups, nail polishing and many more.. So its useful. So if u wanna know sometip and ticks for ur hair and stuff, just go to youtube and copy paste this => 'Favorite Summer Do + Teasing Tips'

you're asking me this!!!

2009-08-02T03:21:00.002+08:00

Ok i was taking quiz in facebook 'Music on Facebook'.. And they ask me this question.. Who is this?? And you're asking who is this showing Soulja Boy!!! WTF!! you're asking my own boyfriend!!!

Surprise Package!!!

2009-07-31T12:28:00.004+08:00

Morning:
To day I turned on the computer and when to my email accoount. Cause everytime if I wanna know who add me and what-so-ever, I'll know it by thr. Cause its easier. And then as I was reading, I saw 'Tiande -rvin added you as a friend on Facebook', and I was like what, shut up.. Serious he added me.. Well I was like haha.. Ouhk.. And then I combined the avidence saying that we both added and accepted each other!!! An i wrote something on his wall.. That is the exact same picture he has for in his MSN!!!

Afternoon/Evening:
Ok I had a bet from Dainy and Danshikah saying that I must go and talk to our Neighbour. But if I were to talk to him, the question that Im gonna ask is 'What is your name and How old are you?' Seriously, cause we and my mom were thinking what if his name is SIVA!!! Eewww, worst name ever. It just Gross me out!!! Im dead serious!!! So ya. Today when I got back from Dainy's Dental appoinment, I saw this girl she was playing basketball at our place whr our net is. So I was like WTF, dont tell me that is the Achi's cousin(the guy who im suppose to talk to) girl or friend!!! I was like ohmygod!!! So I went and decided to talk to her.

Natasha: Hi what's your name?
The girl: Robin
Natasha: What?
Robin: Robin
Natasha: Robin
Robin: Ya
Natasha: Ouh
Natasha: So how old are you?
Robin: 16, and you are?
Natasha: 17
Robin: So where are you from?
Natasha: Singapore
Robin: Nice, So are you here for vacation
Natasha: Yeah..
Robin: Ok
(After playing for maybe half and hour, the convo starts back)
Natasha: So where do you stay?
Robin: There!! (pointed at her house number 63.)
Natasha: Ouhk

And then Achi's mom said why dont you all play at this net. Thier net is tall man. So ya. And then all of us went to play there. Even Robin and the small kids, like I say all of us plus my sister. And then I was standing next to Achi's cousin(the guy) and i was like 'ok this is the time, take your chance and talk to him.

Natasha: Hi, erm, whats your name?
Achi's Cousin: Nishan (he told in a slang way)
Natasha: Nishan
Nishan: Ya
Natasha: Ouh ok
Nishan: And you are?
Natasha: I m Natasha, so how old are you?
Nishan: 19
Natasha: 19 ouh ok..
Nishan: So you're from singaproe right?
Natasha: Ya
(Nishan inturpts)
Nishan: Your mom told me that you're from singapore, so are you here for vacation?
Natasha: Erm ya, and will be going back on September.
Ok so the next thing guess what he ask?
Nishan: So which grade are you in?
Guess why he ask that, cause i didnt tell my age, and so if i tell him, he will now how old am I. Get it?
Natasha: Im not sure about the education over here, but if im schooling here, I'm grade 12..
Nishan: Ouh k..

And he was asking me questions. Hahaha.. I just came to ask his name and age though.. And his voice and laughter are nice to hear.. So nice meeting you and talking to you Nishan.. Wanna talk to you more!!!

I hope he has got facebook..

Convo with felicia

2009-07-30T00:13:00.005+08:00

I chat with Felicia.. I miss her alot.. Well, she needs someone to talk to.. So I was like hi Felicia, natasha here.. And then she said..

Soulja Boy is just so Addorable!!!

2009-07-22T06:17:00.003+08:00

Isn't Soulja Boiy so Addorable!!! I love him and his SOng!!! I just can't stop my ear from listening to his songs, can't stop my lips from mumbbling his songs and can't stop my voice from singing his songs!!!

Cause it's simple I love his songs!!!!

I just have love for all kind of heels!!!

2009-07-20T12:44:00.017+08:00

Suddenly right, I just have love for all kind of heels, gladiator pump, dressy evening heels and wedges.. It like I love all kind of heels.. But one condition, they must be tall.. About 7"inch or so.. I just love it... And i wanna get atleast one of these!!!! OMG!!!! i love heels alot alot and alot!!!!

I love this heels, perfect for any kind of outfit...
One to have with you always.. Simple yet wonderful!!!

This wedge is nice.. I like the style,
the cutting and the height..

My most Favourite!!! I love the heels alot..
with the zip.. OMG!!! can't ask for more!!!!

This is also one of my favourite..
Coz, its snickers with heels!!!
Hello who wouldn't want it..
I love it though..

This pink one what can i say..
Thats why i love it..
and the design!!!

Didn't I tell you i Love ankle
boot heels!! Hmm, suddenly
a feeling saying to me that
"You love ankle boot heels
Alot" I just can resist!!!

I just loce this heels coz, it looks
bold and just perfect for any
black dress!!!

Didn't I tell you I love Ankle
boot heels!! So thats why i love this!!
It has nice design!!!

Some pictures of rovina that caught my eye coz she's so cute!!!!

2009-07-19T08:11:00.010+08:00

Some pictures of rovina that caught my eye coz she's so cute!!!!

2009-07-19T07:24:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 47th BIRTHDAY MOMMY, AMMA!!!

God gave a gift to the world when you were born; a person who loves and cares, who sees a person's need and fills it, who encourages and lifts people up, who spends energy on others rather than herself, who touches each life she enters & makes a difference in the world. May the love you have shown to others return to you multiplied.

Soulja Boy - Turn My Swag On

2009-07-18T07:31:00.003+08:00

Soulja Boy Tellem!

Hopped up out tha bed
Turned ma swag on
Took a look in tha mirror said wassup
Yeeeeea I'm gettin money (ohh) [x2]

Turned ma swag on,
And my time to turn it up
Yeeeeea, yeeeea
I put my team on, then ma theme song
Now it's time to turn it up
Yeeeeea, yeeeea

I got a question why they hatin on me,
I got a question why they hatin on me
I ain't did nothin to em, but count this money
And put my team on, now my whole clic stunnin
Boy wassup, yeeeea
Boy wassup, yeeeea

When I was 9 years old, I put it in ma head
That I'm a die for this gold
(Soulja Boy tellem)
Boy wassup

Hopped up out tha bed
Turn ma swag on
Took a look in tha mirror said wassup
Yeeeeea I'm gettin money (ooh) [x2]

I'm back again,
I know a lot of ya'll thought I wasn't coming back...
Yeeeeea, yeeeea
I had to prove them wrong,
Got back in the studio and came up with another hit
Yeeeeea, yeeeea
I told the world my story, the world where I'm from
SouljaboyXL.com, boy wassup
Yeeeeea, yeeeea

Now everytime you see me spit
Every time you hear me rhyme
Everytime you see me in your state of town
Say wassup
Yeeeeea, yeeeea

Hopped up out tha bed
Turned ma swag on
Took a look in tha mirror said wassup
Yeeeeea I'm gettin money (ooh)

Sorority Life in Facebook

2009-07-12T05:41:00.002+08:00

Playing Sorority Life in Facebook is so Addictive!!!! I love it!!!!

damn boring day

2009-07-11T03:50:00.005+08:00

Ok today OMG!!! The weather is like hot.. And so lazy to do anything.. Wanna go to the park.. But its hot so I cnt go.. And maybe at 6pm i'll go and see if there's any weird guys.. Yesterday Danshi, Dainy and I were like walking around the neighbourhood to make friends and spend our day.. So as we were walking I saw a red car.. A Lady driving and there's a hot guy, and a plam guy too.. Soo I told Dainy look there, look there..

And when Dainy looked she saw that guy with a cap on him.. So she smiled.. And that guy thought that she i smiling at him.. And do you know what he did?? He gave flying kiss... And I was like OMG. did you see that.. And my sister was like I wanna go and tell everybody that he kiss you-Dainy. And so Dainy said he kissed me, but I didn't accept it.. And than I said danshi u are toking as if he kissed Dainy in the lips..

He just give many flying kiss.. And I said if you tell amma, amma tell aunty, aunty Dainy's mom, Dainy's mom tell that she is granted.. She can go out anywhere over here.. So she going back and there, there's no Dainy in Markham... So do u want that!!! She said "NO!!! you cant go anywhere.." Dainy said yes I can.. It's my wish I can go anywhere I wanted.. Remember my mom is at Scarbrough...

Michael Jackson's Memorial!!!!

2009-07-08T06:01:00.006+08:00

Michael Jackson is not gone.. He is a legendary!!!! He will always be in my heart!!!

Usher sang it and it very sad.. And brought me to more tears..

I cried after I hear MJ's voice!!! And I love this song alot!!!!

Paris Micheal Katherine Jackson's Last Word to her beloved DAD!!

today is canada day!!!

2009-07-02T06:42:00.002+08:00

Today 1st July is Cana-day.. Means Canada Day.. Like Singapore's National day, Ya its canada day!!!! Im in someone's hse... Idk the name.. I dnt like the hse.. The feeling is like im in India and not canada.. Im drinking tea now, it taste so good!!!

Bloghopping!!!!

2009-06-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

Right now im like bloghopping and viewd all the ppl in my blog!!!!

The News that Michael Jackson is dead

2009-06-26T11:40:00.005+08:00

At 11.40pm I woke up from my short nap for about 5-6hours, and the first thing I saw was the news about Michael Jackson. OMG!!!. we all have lost our KING OF POP, Michael Jackson!!! 29 August 1958 - 25 July 2009.. I love all his songs!! He died on 2.39pm...

He dies at 50 after he suffered from a Cadiac Arrest, which means it is heart attack. I just can't believe that he is gone.. Hello people Michael Jackson is GONE!!! can you believe it!!! Its like damn freaking absolutely fake!!! But the thing is that he is really gone!!! Seriously I was telling my mom that i really can't belive that Michael Jackson is dead... I told her that I feel like crying, she said that t is over reacting.. But that is how I feel.. So MJ's memorial is going to be on the 7th of July 2009.. And Im sure im gonna watch it!!! And im sure i will shed tears.. And not only he is dead Farrah Fawcett dies of cancer too...

reached New York

2009-06-24T02:17:00.000+08:00

I reached New York on the 25th of June at about 2.17Pm US Time.. I had a safe journey.. And I'm loving every second of my time.. Now over here is summer.. And The landing was so freaking painful.. Eventhough I stuck my ears with cotton wool it never work!!! Then whn i was at the immigration luckily the chinese fellow didn't ask me anything about my passport..

So whn to the baggage collection side to take our baggage, my sister's and mom's bag was found but not mine.. I cried.. Its my bag man.. Its precious.. If i lost that bag, my half life is gone!!! Cause I have my mom's document, my 'N' level cert., Lady Gaga and Will.I.Am CD in side and my Clothes!!!!!

So I prayed to Guruji saying that whoever has taken my bag has got to return.. So few minutes later a someone working in the airport said that my bag is found and it is at the Emirates counter.. And I was really relieved.. I found my bag.. So my mom went to collect the bag... Check in the hotel.. And had a nap... The ppl over here are so friendly.. They greet ppl whnever they see.. Even ppl staying in th hotel or the workers.. They are so friendly!!! Love being here...

In the airport!!!!

2009-06-23T23:46:00.004+08:00

Left my house and most of us (family member, relatives) was in tears.. And reached the airport.. And I saw Aqilah.. And than I went in to check in and that fucking china lady who served us was giving her fucking attitude towards my mom.. It was taking freaking long.. So Aqilah and I was waiting for Raifana.. They wanted to send me off... So touching.. I really didn't expect them to send me off. I thought Aishah and Munnirah will come.. But Aqilah and Fana sent me off.. Not only that Aqilah's mom, dad, and sister also sent me off.. And then because of my extention of my passport, I couldn't get my boarding-pass.. And than they brought me to northwest airlines to confirm if i could go to US.. So when I go there they said can.. So Yeah!!!! I got my boarding pass..

And than we were standing outside the immigration and Aqilah, Fana, Danshikah and I took photos.. It was so fun.. My sister too had fun... And you know what I gotta update about the Sentosa thingy.. Its about Aqilah.. I'll tell that in the 19th of june post..

So now im in the immigration.. Updating this.. I just love all my friends!!! I will be missing you all...

Have a safe journey and good food!!!!

And I have got 40 seconds left counting down.... And I gotta log out.. BYE!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!

2009-06-22T20:07:00.002+08:00

I was so touched that my classmates will miss me.. OMG!!! unbelievable..!!!

Im going off tomorrow!!!

2009-06-22T19:18:00.002+08:00

Leaving my house at 10pm, Plane flying at 1.40 am on the 24th of June.. And I'm gonna miss my friends!!!

Friends I'm gonna miss mostly in my life!!:
- SOO TIAN DE DERVIN
- Aqilah
- Aishah
- Munnirah
- Meng Suan
- Kenneth
- Zahirah
- Felicia
- Fana
- Fyyza
- Justin
- Royston
- Wee Siang
- Kai Cheng
- Kelvin Ng
- Li Ming
- Uma
- Razanah
- Sabrina
- Guan Rong

I just feel like crying lor!!! I miss my friends.. But i can't stay here of them right??!!.. Its ok, life has to go on.. I have to go on my own way.. We can stay in contact m=by my blog..

Love you all!!!

Uploaded songs!!!!

2009-06-15T19:02:00.001+08:00

Yeah I uploaded new song in my blog!!!

And i'm lovin it!!!

It makes me go to my dancing land!!!

With the beat!!!

Makes you groove..

Groove as u read my blog!!!

LOVE YA"LL!!!

2009-06-15T17:12:00.004+08:00

Today when to CCKSS to cellect my testimonial and my 'N' level results.. So when there and waited for Mdm Wati to come back from her lunch break.. One of the clerk ask me to wait for half and hour.. So I waited, but she came back less than 10 mins later.. Than she served me.. But whn serving me, there were two people coming in the general office to ask something.. So i was like, I was the first one over here, but the person who come later than me get served earlier.. But Mdm Wati told me sorry Shamini, I said ok.. Then I ask her about my speech day prize.. She gave me.. And there was $50 voucher..

So after collected my testi, whn over to my sister school to take her testi.. Whn we go there all her stuff(eg.books, file and testi) was ready to be collected.. We left the school and then we went to popular bookshop to buy things..

The things bought were :

- Sec 3 Maths Assesment Book: $9.85

- Faber Castle Colour Pencil: $7.90

- Lady Gaga: The Fame Songs VCD: $11.90

- Gel Pen 12 Colours: $14.05

- Icon Water Bottle: $5.90

- Monami Dust Free Eraser2: $0.35

Total = $49.95..

Balance = $0.05..

So they can keep the change...

COUNTDOWN

~~14 June - 10 Days~~

~~15 June - 9 Days~~

~~16 June - 8 Days~~

~~17 June - 7 Days~~

~~18 June - 6 Days~~

~~19 June - 5 Days~~

~~20 June - 4 Days~~

~~21 June - 3 Days~~

22 June - 2 Days

23 June - 1 more DAY!!!(Leaving at night.. 10 plus at airport)

24 June - HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!! (I'm in New York!!!!)

Beyonce!!!

2009-06-14T20:41:00.006+08:00

Beyonce is loved!!
My Role model!!!

She's the best role model to whom ever wants to be successful in life!!!

Happy Birthday Zahirah..

2009-06-14T17:31:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday Zahirah!!
How are u??
Miss u alot.. U cming for th picnic right??
IMY, ILY!!!

in th internet cafe

2009-06-06T10:07:00.002+08:00

Ok let's start out the day saying that i woke up pespiring...

Coz yesterday my sis and I were not sleeping, my sis was doing my hair..
And then I needed to use th ladies.. And throw a small packet of rubbish..
Entered th kitchen, switch on th both lights, walked towards the rubbish bin and switched on th toilet light and before entering th ladies I threw th rubbish and a freaking medium size dark brown LIZARD fell on my hand!!! I shook my hand and th LIZARD fell on th floor.. And i was like Argh!!!!!!! And I ran 100m race to th hall.. And OMG!!!! I can't stop feeling th lizard.. I was so disturbed... So i walked slowly back to th kitchen to off th main lights.. And my sis told me o switch off th toilet light.. But how can i get i there!! There is a freaking LIZARD!!!
So i didn't off th toilet light and whn to sleep..

And that was why I woke up perspiring!!! The feeling is so disgusting!!! Now im in the internet cafe.. Coz, remember about th appointment thingy.. Ya, so i helped them to print.. Ok, now i gotta hand th com to my sis.. Bcoz we share 1/2 an hour for each another..

was helping aunt..

2009-06-05T13:16:00.002+08:00

Today again in my aunt hse..
But before that i followed my aunty's family -Aravinth, Rovina and Velu Mama, to immigration..
I followed them because they needed my help to fill up some forms.. So just follwed and was rewarded with chicken rice.. Hehe, i didn't had my breakfast so they reward me with food.. Hey filling up the 7 page form.. OMG!!! can build my hand muscle.. So whn we reach the immigration we were sent back for now having the appointment fixed.. Haha.. Came back with my uncle's taxi..

Erm so nw i m in their room using the com.. I have gotta print the appointment.. And the freaking internet connection sucks.. It disconnect itself.. So damn irritating.. Im fixing the appiontment date for them, but the thing is that theere is no printer to print the appointment form.. So when my mom comes we most probably will be going to internet cafe to fix a time and get the form printed..

Then was blog hopping.. Was veiwing Cheryl's profile.. Nice funny photos.. Hey Cheryl Link me..

So now got to link ppl.. Bye meet you in the next post..

in my aunt hse

2009-06-03T19:36:00.005+08:00

Ohmy, im in aunt hse..
and i chatted with Angela..

she has not forget me..
im so happy..
And Angela u asked me about my birthday, it wasn't good..
hahah.. Hey and im happy for u.. Ppl are gonna love u more!!!
Sorry for remembering the wrong name.. - Jennifer..
its like i wanna talk to her but theres no com and internet..

Now im counting down for my proper life to ever start..
I didn't do my exams and i quit this freaking 'F' course!!!
hehehe...

kim kardashians

2009-05-18T11:45:00.006+08:00

Nice curve body!!!

Who is hot?!
Jackpot,

Kim K!!!

I love her sense of style!!!

Isn't she like freakin' hot!!
Ohmy, jesus!!!

Birthday!!!!

2009-05-07T07:50:00.002+08:00

Eheh, Ohmy.. Today is my birthday.. Im lovin' it!!! Turning 7teen... Floris and I are turing 7teen today.. Anyways I find it cool having to know someone with the same birth date.. Ok, im counting my presents/surprises.. Eh, i seroiusly got things to update leh.. But i just do not know where to start.. Erm, ok.. Hahas.. Eh, happy sia 7teen..

Happy Birthday Floris...
Happy Birthday to me..

Shifting hse

2009-04-11T10:57:00.005+08:00

I have been helping my mom in carrying the heavy staffs despite having mentration.. Ok, so ya i helped bcoz we need man power.. We needed ppl to carry the stuffs.. I'll name them..

- 2 Dismentaled cupboards.. ( One door is freaking damn heavy..
- 2 Dismentaled beds..
- 30 Boxes of heavy thing, silverwares, glasses, photo frames, cd covers and many more..
- Flat screen LCD TV
- Coffee Table
- 2 set of sofas..
- Washing machine
- Rubbish

Seriously over here it seems little but in my house its alot.. So ya carrying all this we need man power.. My cousin came over to help me, but instead she came here to make love.. She is super thin so she could not help alot of things.. She tried to carry some cupboard but half way couldn't.. Ya.. Was very tiring, this thing(moving stuffs) were going on for alomost 5 days.. Then Timothy didn't help.. We were short of one man power.. But Timothy's friend Farhan(Chinu) was there thru out.. He didn't backof.. He is super cute sia.. I have a eye on him.. But too bad... Can't get him.. Hahahah...

My uncle has nearly move out all of his things in the house!!!

2009-04-10T19:43:00.002+08:00

So on Tuesday My Family and I will be moving out to my cousin house at bukit gombak. So my uncle who is currently staying in my house with his family has move out NEARLY all of the things in his room.. So i really feel one kind to move out from this house.. I love my chua chu kang and fajar house alot!! They are the best house.. Erm, so i won't be cming to skl on monday and tuesday.. I dnt feel like cming, so i'll help my mom pack the rest of the things in the house.. Hope she dnt sell the Fallscreen TV and the hi-fi set!!! Pls coz it's bought from my grandmom's money!! And i love her too. Her death day was on 4/4/2005... RIP grandma!!!

toked to Aqilah and Uma

2009-04-09T16:32:00.002+08:00

Yeah, i tok Uma and aqilah.. I feel so good.. Hahaha it was a happy conversation.. I laughed can say through out the conversation.. I miss my secondary school friend leh.. Seriously, i prefer secondary classmates to ITE!!

about my pitch!!!

2009-04-06T20:11:00.003+08:00

My pitch is not finished.. I have not done the outline yet.. I really dont know what the hell it is!!! I hate this course.. This is so not me.. I m not a director.. I just feel that I really do not wanna do the pitches... I feel so lazy.. And I feel like quiting this course. I just feel its not me, thats it!! And I dnt miss anyone of my classmates in this holiday.. I just feel weird that nabilah ask me why i didn't come for the outings. Hahahha... And ya the answer for ur question, I just dnt wanna mix around outside with u all whn thr is holiday.. And ya thats it.. Bye!!!

the web.. for the spelling..

2009-04-02T16:17:00.002+08:00

I like to spend my time playing this game.. Its in facebook.. So hu have facebook goodluck.. They can play this game.. Cool seah.. And you can oso learn english..

http://apps.facebook.com/wordchallenge/?pf_ref=sb

plspls

2009-03-31T18:36:00.002+08:00

I m fucking bored!!!! Be my listening ear can??!!

The policeman hot sia..

2009-03-26T15:36:00.002+08:00

Hello Blog how are u?
I wanna tell you something.. Listen ok..

You know that my brother got probehtion(Idk how to spell). Ya so he cnt go out after 10pm.. On Tuesday He come back home around 9.40, thn my mom bought a new key pad and I lock to gate with that new KP, so that my bro wont go out of the house.. Thn he told my mom that he is going out again at 11pm, thn my mommy said cnnt go out.. Y u wanna go.. Thn they were arguing.. Thn my mom told him wake her up whn he wants to go.. Bcoz as a mother she will confirm be worried if the son is not bck at home right.. So ya, thn my mom told him to wake her up, thn he ask y.. Thn she said bcoz i need to unlock the door.. Thn my bro ask what door..

Thn she just went inside her room. Thn he said idiot sia.. I got angry man, like how dare you scold my mother.. You fucking asshole!!! Thn he came knocking the room door around 11.10pm saying that he is not going down. And asks a cigarrette from my mom. My mom gave him. 20 mins later he come knocking the door again and saying that he wants to go out give him the key.. My mother refuse to give the house key.. Thn she said you cnt go out.. You want me to call the police isit? If they say that I can let you go out, i will..

Bcoz if you're in the situation right, u feel like my bro is in a mood to hit you.. So b4 anything happens right, my mom called the police.. So she called thn the police, thy came 15 mins later.. I told to myself, wah got police ah.. If got any handsome guy cn see sia.. In my mind was chinese, mly and Indian..

I saw one chinese guy.. Thn I thought oh maybe next one oso chinese old fellow.. But in the end right it was a mly hot and handsome guy sia.. Wah, damn hot sia..

Thn when the police tok right my bro lying on the bed and toking to them.. So rude man he.. Thn my mom pass her IC to me to pass to the mly guy.. Thn i give him..

Thn after whn he leave the house, wah he tok to my mom.. I look at him only sia.. Thn he oso got look. Thn i smile and nod my head.. But its ok.. But seriously he is freaking hot..

NVM, actually the purpose of posting this entry is of the police to tell u how hot is he..

2009-03-22T17:34:00.004+08:00

Actually right, as i doing my archives right,
i lost my cbox.. And thn i went to cobx.ws to get my code.
And i really couldn't.. Then i went to publish or something and i got the thing lar.. Ah, the code for my cbox.. Hehehe..

Hey and i have myspace.. Add me.. www.myspace.com/natashahatestolove
and in myspace.. I added FTSK the group and individual.. But im not sure if its corect the real profile.. But it looks like it.. So im not sure..

Wanna find fault perposely huh!!!
Its ok.. I think its not worth it fighting with you..
The relationship between me and you is nothing BIATCH!!!!

See my brain suddenly change chapter one leh.. But really,
YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT BIATCH!!!

Creating the blog archive

2009-03-20T20:41:00.005+08:00

I recently found out that I do not have archive.. Ohmy, its really headcracking.. Finding a blogskin which have got blog archive and adding into my now blog skin.. So firstly i took one blogskin, the font all like nonsense.. Then the archive was damn style ah.. Its like when u click a thing rolling open out, thn u click which of the archive u wanna go.. Here is the exact thing I was talking about...

Ya so the thing is this.. Then when i apply the archive code to my current skin right, the archive dosen't wanna work properly.. Then i take another blog skin and took the archive.. And now my blog is done with archive!! Yeah, there's achive..

2009-03-19T20:34:00.008+08:00

I when through my thumbdrive 'deleted pictures'.. So i wanted to see the pictures.. And then I saw my before photos.. Then I was so angry with myself.. Cause I wasn't as fat as now.. I want to be that and lose somemore weight.. My mom said that my back looks abit small. So its a good sign.. Must lose weight more.. Stop eating rice leh natasha.. JUST FOR ONCE AR.. LISTEN TO YOUR MOMMY!!! PLEASE.. And ya i wanna upload these pictures... And look at me now.. I suck man!!!

See see get it what i mean.. I gotta lose my weight..!!!

2009-03-17T20:59:00.004+08:00

erm im so bored.. Very lazy to write what happen today..
Nvm, i'll write..

So group after group have got to go out to Mr. Nick and Mr. Boi to tell their group reflection about their group's short film.. So Sean group went first, then Saras's, then Azirah and then it was my group's turn..

So i had no mood.. Bcoz, for the whole last two days of shoot, Yang Jing keep on telling me that I didn't do anywork.. I as a art director i did my job.. Actually there's not many work to do as the actors are wearing their own clothes.. So I even helped out the others.. If she was telling it play2 for 1 or 2 times, its understandable.. But she is keep on telling me!!! It's irritating and hurtful man!!

So I really didn't have any mood to laugh or talk to my group members, but I can tok to my other friends.. Hahaha.. Then Serene ask me to write the reflection.. I say cannot.. Why ever should I write that f-ing thing!!! Then Serene ask me if I got anything to say, then I said no.. So Yang Jing ask me to write.. Again as usual I said CANNOT!!! And then Serene was telling something in chinese.. Hello, I AM A INDIAN!! FOR GOD SAKE SPEAK ENGLISH, EVEN IF YOUR ENGLISH IS NOT GOOD, TRY TOO SPEAK, YOU CAN IMPROVE... I AM NOT THAT STUPID WHEN YOU SPEAK BROKEN ENGLISH THAT I CAN'T UNDERSTAND!!!!

Ya, that happened before going to our teachers.. So when we went to our teachers, Mr.Boi laughed.. Haha, and then before I even wanna say that they always speak chinese, Mr.Nick ask 'Did they all speak chinese', Thn i said yes.. Then Yang Jing say that Yang Jing will tell serene in chi thn serene translate... So, Mr.Nick ask who is the producer.. Mr.Nick looked at me as he ask.. My face look like producer mah.. Haha, thn serene say that she is the one.. Then Mr.Nick ask what part am I.. Then I say Art Director.. Then he ask me how was it.. So i told idk in a disappointed way mutely shaking my shoulders.. So he ask how got any problem.. I kept quiet.. Then he say that I look unhappy. Then Yang Jing say, Mr.Nick I will tell you..

Then she thought that I was angry with her bcoz of the facebook.. In the facebook she say that she got to thank Swee Kiat for the hardwork.. Then I play2 say that, "Wah, tell Swee Kiat thank you then nvr tell me." Then she said that truthlly she got to tell Swee Kiat thank you bcoz he was hardworking and serious and what la.. She also told that Mr.Boi ask to tell who's the bad influence in the group.. I suspected that she will tell me.. Coz for the two days she haf been telling me that i am not doing my job.. So i said, you wanna tell my name oso can.. You can put the blame on me.. I dont give a fuck about it.. That's what i tell her.. Then she say she going to firstly open up Ezra's name.. Then i say whatever you want to do you do.. Dnt reply me.. Byebye.. Coz I irritaed with her ready.. Then she said Swee Kiat more hard working then me right? Then I say, I don't know lah, dont ask me.. Go and ask yourself la.. Byebye.. Don't reply.. I very busy.. Actually that time i playing game.. Wah I damn rabak(worst) sia.. Ya lar wat you expect!!! Angry ready talk nicely ah..

Ya so thats the whole facebook thing.. So she thought that I was angry with that.. So she told the teachers that.. I interrupted their conversation to tell the truth of what is the cause of my frustration and anger towards her.. So I tell that she told me that I nvr even do my job, its like what the hell ah.. I even got help my other crew members.. So as I was telling I cry ready sia.. Then Mr.Nick didn't hear properly.. So he ask to tell again.. Then I really cannot.. Coz i'll cry even more.. Then Mr.Boi say that you cry bcoz you're concern about your work.. Are you concern or not? He asked me.. Then I shook my head saying yes.. Then Mr.Nick told me that I take thing too personal.. So he tell me not to take things too personal.. And just speak out.. If not your anger will be inside and it's not good for your health.. So i say ok mutely, so that means i shake my head lah..

And they were talking ah.. I can't hear cause whenever I am sad crying, I really can't hear anything.. Then I was crying, crying and crying without sound.. Its like my face sadly tears rolling down my cheeks.. And then at a point of time i told myself, Natasha its time to stop crying and listen to teacher what are they telling.. So ya I stopped and listen to them.. And Mr.Nick told me that Mr.Boi use to hate Mr.Nick, because he looks so fierce.. And Mr.Nick say that even his blur face looks like he is fierce.. So can't really blame him.. Then he said that Mr.Boi thought him how to smile be cool.. And then he show twist.. Maybe he is refering to peace.. Ya, I tried to laugh abit.. I did.. At the end, Yang Jing reach out her hand to me telling me that ' friends'.. And I was like 'ok friends :%' Then i said ok friends, but my hand action was like dont know.. Whenever you say donnoe, how will your hand be.. Ya exactly.. Then Mr.Boi look then i shake hands with her.. But i was like huh?, friends.. Why, we are not enermy.. So I didn't get that point.. Ya but whatever its over..

Then I felt ok la.. After that when to Saras sat with her.. And Al-Hafiz and Irah compite hand wrestling with other people.. Hahaha, it was damn funny/fun.. Hhahah.. But this class can't be as good as my secondary school.. My secondary school class rules man.. They are the best!!!!

2009-03-16T17:23:00.002+08:00

Oh ya, i forgot..
I watch slumdog millionaire..
It's worth my money,
actually i watch it for free..
Cause my mom's friend bouht the dvd..
Ya, the rating is 4/5..
It's not 5/5, or, 3/5..
3/5 means like okok only..
So it's not okok, but it's a well
done job by the director..
Don't know what's his name..
And OMG!!!
Dave Patel, no comments!!!
He is like damn f-ing hot!!!
Wah!!!! Hot like ass man..
But no one is hotter than ........

Haahhaha.. Guess lor who!!!
HINT: i LOVE caucasian guys!!!!!

2009-03-14T14:31:00.003+08:00

Ok yesterday met up with my vp1 group at woodlands..

Director: Yang Jing
Producer: Serene
Cameraman: Swee Kiat
Gaffer: Ezra
Soundman: Zi Xin
Art Director: Natasha

First we all went to Yang Jing house to see if its possible to add the red head in the room.. And see all the settings in her house.. All was ok, but the rooms were too small.. Then if we put the red head right, the actors will burn up.. So Ezra volunteered his house.. So we went there.. We took bus number 901 from the interchange.. Then when I step into the house OHMY!!! I smelled urine smell.. So I thought that I was the onky one smelling that.. But in the end, we Zi xin and i couldnt take the smell, we come out of the house.. The I tell her, hey the house smelly ah.. Then she was like ya.. Then we all like OHMY!!! Somemore the room all messy he ask us to clean together.. I was like FUCK OFF MAN.. I didn't tell him.. I was thinking to myself.. Then all the girls was like NOWAY!!! Then poor Swee Kiat help him to clear.. Hahaha, OHMY, for god sake im not even going to touch his house things.. I know its bad, but i can't help myself.. I really cannot.. Actually im not suppose to tell anyone.. But im updating this in my blog cause i need to tell someone, so im telling my blog.. Its my bestfriend/closefriend/boyfriend!!! Its all in one.. So please whoever read it from my class, please dont neglet him.. He is a human being.. And OHMY, the worst thing is that he say i am the jia(sister), then i told him that i am your friend/classmate, i dont play the jiajia(sister) game all.. So please I dont like it!!! EEWWWW, i hate ppl whn they are not related to me calling me sister.. EEWWW, its a nightmare!!!

So today going to rehearsal with all the actors for the short film... Lets see today we do wat!!! And there's mosquitoes in his house, so all of ur dicided to wear everything long.. So im wearing track pants.. Hahahha.. I think i need to bring my jacket.. BNut its too hot!! ITS GETTING HOT IN HERE, SO TAKE OFF ALL YOUR CLOTHES.. By nelly.. Hahahahha..

GOOD LUCK NATASHA

2009-03-08T14:39:00.000+08:00

Happy Women's Day!!
Women we rock.
Don't cry over a man,
let the man cry for you.

2009-03-08T14:13:00.003+08:00

A Millie edited lyrics on Obama

2009-03-07T14:41:00.008+08:00

Yesterday whn out with Razanah.. And we were camwhoring.. Had aalot of fun.. Hahahha.. The pictures we took collaged together.. There are more, to be updated soon..

I think I was depressed b4!!!

2009-03-06T20:31:00.003+08:00

Today I had LLA, Lifeskill. Then tcher was talking about stress and depression. When tcher was talking bout them, I listen'd.. Then thr was a part whr tcher was talking bout depression and when/what depression comes/is. So tcher say tt when you have depression you will think tt u are usless, hopeless and thr's no meaning in living.. So as tcher was telling tt, my mood suddenly whn down.. I didn't smile, tok, laugh and i wanted to cry.

Coz, thr was a time not long ago, last year nov/dec, i thought tt me living, thrs no point. Coz im fat, noone likes me.. What I want to be in future, i can't be. My ambition to be sucessful, i gotta be thin, healthy, hot, good looking, have nice body and have nice abs.. I see myself and i think tt wats th point in living!! U're fat, u won't go any further in life.. And after thinking tt only i was so sad and I didn't talk to you all properly..

And one thing about me, you gimme attitude, i give u back.. You don't like me, FUCK OFF!!! I hate whn f-ppl gimme their f-attitude sia.. Like asshole!!! So wat if i run, tell ppl hello, laugh or what-so-ever sh!t I do.. Is tt bothering you!! FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!

BUT I GOTTA BE STRONG, I LOVE THE WAY I AM AND I LOOK!!!

2009-03-05T20:59:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone,

I am so stressed about my school work. I can't take good pictures, can't do my Computer Graphics and my video, i oso dnt knw whn will my group finish doing th paper work.. And my group script got approved.. YEAH!!! K, so now i decided that whatever tcher teaches me, I am gonna listen. ~~There's no time for admiring guys(john)~~. Hahahah.

And I find it weird ah, I think john knows tt i like him sia. Cause the way he reacts to me like ~~sh!t~~ man. I think someone tell. Wah, i was like, Ok, dnt like him.. Bcoz he is th only british mix malay... As i love caucasian guys, so ya.. Thn by th time i start not to like him, he didn't tok to me.. Heart breaking sia.. I told Raz just to remind me whenever I give comments to guys.. She will stop me from doing that!!! I love her..

I feel that i m nomore close with anyone, u knw y.. Coz of school work.. Stress, tight schedule on both side, cnnt go home together cause need to do project.. Today whn home alone.. Thn i slept in th train.. I sleep like nonsense eh.. My head move like ~~sh!tty nonsense~~.. Thn at dover i woke up.. Luckily, thn I alighted at jurong.. I was like sleepy man.. Thn cm home ate bread with so called nutella and chicken nuggets...

Ouh ya!!! Today i tried JAPANESE FOOD!!!! EEWWW, IHATEITLOTS!!!! I hate it.. Thr was a small bowl of rice, a small bowl of soup and a medium plate of teriyaki sauce chicken.. I loved the chicken, but i didn't like th rice and th soup.. I ate lesser than half of th rice and th chicken.. Than i wasted $3.50.. Nxt time im not gonna buy JAPANESE FOOD man!!! Except for SUSHI.. But i m going to try laksa, yong tau fu.. Must try seah, if not eat the same thing all over again.. Sian ah.. But ok ah, i risk my taste buds and my money on trying th JAPANESE FOOD!!! I dnt knw hw Kalu and Bob eat sia.. I knw ah by their mouth, But th taste.. Argh, everyone got different taste!!!

2009-03-05T20:33:00.005+08:00

Yeah, edited!!!

2009-03-04T21:21:00.000+08:00

Yes ah, I edited my blog skin!!
So damn nice sia!!

2009-03-01T16:25:00.006+08:00

I cried!! OHMY!!! Its like so damn touching man!!
So to all girls, we all are beatiful.
And guys, you're the man.
So to those who critisize ppl, please think twice..
Dnt hurt others!!
Their human too.
Please watch it!!!

2009-02-28T20:02:00.002+08:00

I gotta say what's on my mind.
Something about us.
Doesn't seem right these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged.
It's hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okayI've got to move on and be who I am.
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,I gotta go my own way.
Don't wanna leave it all behind,
But I get my hopes upAnd I watsch them fall ev'ry time.
Another color turns to grey,And it's just to hard to watsch it all.
Slowly fade away.
I'm leavin' today 'cause I've gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay...
I've got to move on and be who I amI just don't belong here;
I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,I gotta go my own way.

[Troy:]What about us?
What about ev'rything we've been through?

[Gabriella:]What about trust?

[Troy:]You know I never wanted to hurt you.

[Gabriella:]And what about me?

[Troy:]What am I supposed to do?

[Gabriella:]I gotta leave but I'll miss you.

[Troy:]I'll miss you

[Gabriella:]SoI've got to move on and be who I am

[Troy:]Why do you have to go?

[Gabriella:]I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.

[Troy:]I'm trying to understand.

[Gabriella:]We might find our place in this world someday,But at least for now,

[Troy:]I want you to stay.

[Gabriella:]I wanna go my own way.I've got to move on and be who I am

[Troy:]What About us?

[Gabriella:]I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.

[Troy:]I'm trying to understand.

[Gabriella:]We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,

I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way.

script

2009-02-26T21:26:00.004+08:00

Okay, so i just finished the script for Last present directed by Yang Jing.. So quite tired. And i dont know whats the song.. And finally, its a 3 page and the forth page has only two to three lines. So there is time for the end credits. And so thinking bout the end credits. I want it to be creative..!!!! Aaaarrrggghhhh!!!!

2009-02-22T16:02:00.006+08:00

Hi everyone,
so guess what!!! I have deleted about 120 ppl from my msn.. You knw why i delete them, coz like as if I knw all of them.. So its like nonsense, I feel so uncomfortable having alot of people in my msn whn I dnt even knw them.. Even got hot caucasian guys, OHMY!!, can you believe it, I deleted them too.. Hahaha, wah.. Its ok.. So now I got about 77 ppl in my msn.. Hahaha.. The placce which I have the most is My friends - 33 people, followed by other contacts - 28, other contacts means the ppl I have got chat with them b4, and then followed by Europeans. Loves. - 6, only.. You knw why, coz like I told you, i deleted them...

I am shifting house!!!

My mom is selling this house coz of some reason, then now gotta pack ol th things. The most headache thing to pack in my house currently is my brothers stuff!!! Ohmy, its like ol over th room!! He easily throw his clothes down, then I gotta pick them up!!! Haiz!!! So ya half way packing the things in my house.. But gotta agree tt my house can be a shop.. There are tons and tons of antique things at home man.. And I cant wait for my mom to sell this house quickly!!! I really wanna go away!!! I dnt wanna stay here...

Now bout 3dsmax!!!

Shit!!!! Can open th 3dsmax folder.. Cannot download.. Sucks man.. So I have decided tt I dnt care if I fail COG!!! sucks man.. ~~I LOVE COG!!~~ no man!! I HATE COG (Computer Graphics).. This module suck my ass man!! I always get headache whn I haf this lesson!!! I dnt have the interest cause its like tcher will tell all th steps one shot, its not like 3 or 4, its like 10-15 steps, gotta memorise ol of them and do it ourself can ask tcher lar, but its like im wondering if they are irritated me calling them always!!! Hahahah.. Ya, so I hate it alotalotalot!!!!

Now at home, gotta teach my sister her homework.. Wah!! the english, sucks man.. Must add our own words, she is doing her correction, then of course I want her to write the correct word, so tts y.. I scared ah lata she get wrong.. Ya, so im gonna try to be the best sister and help her out.. She got 2 science homework, ~~1 tamil homework~~, 1 maths homework, 1 english homework and ~~file checking~~!!!!And I pity my sister, she is sick!!! She got headache and has got phlegm stuck in her throat.. She can't throw it out, she tries to cough and spit it out, it doesn't wanna cm out.. I love my sister.. Nothing must happen to her.. I make sure she finishes her hmwrk by today!!!

Okay then at 12 in the afternon, after HipHop countdown on MTV, I saw th movie 'Disaster Movie', wah!!!, tt movie damn funny sia.. They how to say ar, like they redo from different movie.. Like the redo HSM, alvin and the chip monks, micheal jackson, J.T, Jessica simpsons, Hannah Montana, Sex in the city, Enchanted, Amy Winehouse, Iron Man, Indiana Jones, Hulk, Kongfu Panda, Batman, Hell Boy and twister.. Wah damn funny they like make fun like tt.. Hahhaha, but got so many vulgarities..!!! Then I love the last song!!! Hahahaha... Really funny man, for a comedy can see ar.. Wah!!!, and got Kimberly Kardashians act man... I LOVE HER!!! she rocks!!!

2009-02-20T17:45:00.002+08:00

if been not updating for quiet long!!! which means I wanna tell something, but afraid tt ppl would read them!!! Ya so soon my blog is gonna be private!!! some gimme ur emails to permite u... Hahaha, i'm jking!!! just bored ya so.. Hmm, but gotta agree tt i feel tt ppl around me hates me!!! So erm like th only person left is.. U knw.. I mean she knws, i knw therefore we knw!!! hahaha... And Guan Rong(GR) "th heartshape made by straw, wah!!! gimme headache.. so i wanna practice alot so tt I can do a big one and give it to J-man!!! Hahahahahahahaha.. Nonsense leh I!!!!"

2009-02-14T12:13:00.003+08:00

Hahahahahahha!!!! I gotta start out by laughing.. Cause, hahhahhaha... Some damn ass telling me tt im a BLACK MAMBA!!! and anyways its BLACK MAMA!!! hahahahah.. And to who ever u are.. Nameless ass without guts, and if ur a guy, without balls.. Dnt u knw how th colour black looks like... HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!! Its th colour of ur pubic hair, unless u dye it blonde... Hahaha.. And seriously whn i compare my skin tone with my hair colour it's totally different.. My skin tone doesn't camouflage with my hair!!! Hahahhaha... And toking bout my pictures, its not for u to admire them, is for my identity..

Hahaha.. And its up to me what kinda pose im taking with.. And also its up to me to post or delete my photos.. And for ur information everyone is beautiful, even if their balck, white, fat, thin, short, tall, disable and wat-so-ever.. Their pretty and beautiful, and its by th way u look at thm to judge if their pretty or ugly!!! Hahahah... Disgusting thn y u look.. Still wanna look at the post on November.. So stupid of u to view my other posts... hhahahah.. Y u're acting like a fool.. Hahahhaha... I cnt open my eyes any bigger.. And I think Im beautiful in the picture.. And anyways it's not a fake breast.. I wish to have, but no money.. Wanna donate some.. And, come ah help me scrub.. I too lazy ah to scrub.. Hahahaha.. JACKASS!!!!

Beyonce - Flaws and All

2009-02-11T15:01:00.000+08:00

Beyonce - Flaws and All

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.

[Chorus]
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you [3x]

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I mean.

[Chorus]
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you [3x]

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you [3x]

On Ellen Degeneres Show!!!

2009-02-10T14:09:00.004+08:00

2009-02-09T21:12:00.003+08:00

YOU CAN PUT THE BLAME ON ME!!!

2009-02-09T19:34:00.002+08:00

wah!! shit man!! the fucking laptop.. I take nice2 crazy pictures then all got deleted!! fuck man!! My heart droped man!! how can I capture the same cute pretty pictures, it's one in a life time man!! Aarrrhhhgggg!!! really damn angry with me!!

That was going on in my mine!! Later (celever me), when to the recycle bin and saw all the pictures which were delete.. haiz!! Finally, I feel so happy..

Then now lets tok about webcam!! K thr is this guy, he come online.. He is hot man!! Its a coucasian.. Then he ask to webcam. So I went and then saw his face.. Haha.. But then right so scared sia.. Lata he strip or what.. Ya... So I quickly close the window. Haha.. Then he ask what happen.. Then I say wait.. Few minutes later he say are u ready.. He ask like going to fuck me like that.. ARE YOU READY!!?? Nonsense sia.. Then I tell ah dnt tell me u're gonna be naked.. Till now he didn't chat with me.. Muahahahahahahaha!!!

2009-02-08T13:55:00.004+08:00

ROVINA ATHIKSHA

HER BROTHER MARK AND SHESO SWEET!! HAHA..

Do u think i m going INSANE

2009-02-08T13:28:00.003+08:00

Erm, I am not sure about me.. I get angry easily with me sister.. Like I make her cry and stuff. And I do things purposely.. I make her tell me sorry when there is no need to.. I am becoming INSANE, I am becoming INSANE..

And about school, really man I am SIOW!! Which ever guy I see, I say hot.. But the guy obviously hot lah, not like Syafar or Hadi.. Haha.. Sorry ah no offence.. I am oso not hot so same catogery.. Nonsense ah Natasha.. Even Erwin oso tell me that that I'm SIOW.. And like I got nomore shyness and stuff.. I touch my own BOOBS infront of my friends(girl).. And I touch theirs oso!! haha.. Disgusting man!! I am like nonsense ah.. Then I tell " Hey Sean I know you love me but it's ok" And then he goes like "WAH PIANG!!" haha... Really am I MAD..?? Hahaha.. Just tryyinna MAKE A FOOL OUT OF MYSELF!!! Hahaha...

YOU THINK WHAT I FUTURE COMEDIAN ISIT?? AH??!!

To that fucking cliford!

2009-02-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hey Cliford!!,
You already told me that you don't wanna date! Then why wanna tell your friends and my classmate ridzuan! When you say dont want, did I say hey pls la help.. No right I say ok right!! Then whats your problem in spreading things around!! Asshole! If you dnt like me then just leave it ah.. Hey anyways ah, not worth loving guys like you!! What-so-ever! Not interested in you anymore!! Haha..

And anyways it was just a bet!! Not a real thing! Haha.. JACKASS!!!

Its updated on 5th February!!

2009-02-05T15:18:00.000+08:00

The day is actually one 4th February 2009!!

And quess what.. When I went to IMM, I saw Naritah (if i'm not wrong).. It's like I and Razanah were going, then Razanah saw her bestfriend who was with her since Kindergarden. So as Raz told her friend 'HI', I saw Naritah.. Then I wave my hand, her reaction was like who the hell is that sia.. Haha.. Then she recalled who I was and ya we talked.. Alamak!! Razanah talk and talk and talk sia.. Haha, no lah, anyways it's her friend so like ya.. Its ok.. Then shop everything. Went to Jurong MRT saw Denise.. She's working at the same time at private school. So ya.. Didn't tok to her so much.. But then she damn pretty sia.. I see her I only remember of Tian De sia.. And then ya, I saw shavon.. She see me she happy ready seah.. She said that she miss me..!! Haha, I oso miss her.. I miss all my Hockey lovers!! Hey I'm not les, ya but still i miss all of them.. Dalia oso miss me!! And ya Kelvin is going on with Hazwani.. Haha... Kelvin is a liar!!! And Dalia miss me too..!!!

GUYS I MISS YOU ALOT TOO!!! DON"T FORGET ME AITE!! I WILL NOT FORGET YOU ALL!!!

DANSHIKAH'S BIRTHDAY

2009-02-04T21:23:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY DANSHIKAH

The clothes is actually mine!! hahaha!!

Hmm, it's my sister danshikah's birthday. So I bought for her a purse.. A very nice purse, a fragile magnet with the alphabet 'D', a small birthday card and a box.. The purse cost $2 at IMM(Daiso), the magnet cost $4.90 at precious thoughts, the birthday card cost $1 at precious thoughts and the box cost $2 at IMM(Daiso). My budget was $10, so I bought things within my budget.. Haha, hope she likes it..

Tempting huh???

Mom and sister, the small girl extra!! ahahaha!!

Danshikah cutting her b'day cake.. Hey but got to agree that the cake is damn nice man.. No cream at all.. And it taste fabulous.. Mmm..Mmmm.. YUMMY!!

Mom feeding her, no fair I don't have.. Actually the camera sort!! Only take my mom's photo then batt low!! So I dnt have!!

the conversation between me and bob!

2009-02-02T22:49:00.004+08:00

The conversation between me and Bob.. Hmm, He told me that ppl face rejection nowadays. So I dnt care if Cliford reject for that dare, which is a date..!

at sha house...

2009-02-01T18:52:00.005+08:00

I am at aishah house.. Printed documents, uploaded songs.. So I think at 7 o'clock i'll be going home.. Ate roti prata, rendang and chinese rojak.. Wah!! damn f-full!!!! Zahirah was suppose to come.. But then she didn't turn up.. So long didn't see her.. Kinda missing her...

Erm!!

2009-01-27T02:41:00.002+08:00

Erm, now really feeling bored.. I wall-wall Bryan and Cliford.. Bryan replied.. I ask him hey bryan, how are you?? Then he said. Fine how are you.. Then I said blah blah blah.. Very lazy to type la.. You go and read my Facebook if u wanna see.. So.. I am bored.. I wanna chat with BOB!!! cause he will make me laugh!! As I told him that he is a CLOWN without the red nose!!! Hahaha!!

2009-01-26T16:09:00.004+08:00

Yesterday!! Outing!!

2009-01-25T19:19:00.005+08:00

On Friday, after Raz ask hey wanna go out to Kampong Glam tomorrow which is on Saturday? So I say ok.. When bck home tried on what clothes to wear.. So Raz and I, in the train toked about what clothes to wear.. So she ask me " Hey wear purple dress or white? " Then after tok already, when bck home tried on dresses after dresses. Actually only two dresses but tried on different styles..

Then ok ah.. After I tried my signature outfit for tomorrow, I put on make-up, jewels and shoes.. Pretty sia.. Self prasing international disgrace la biatch..

Ok what-so-ever.. Then my mom say " What is that sticking out, like gold fish eyes?! " It's actually o-o.. Hmm, whoever understand good for you.. But then she say that I pretty ah.. Not bad seah Tasha.. Then was so excited.. So I msg Erwin to see if he wants to follow.. Msg Msg ready, he say ok..

Then, the day starts when I change my clothes at 1 plus.. Then, I was like so paisey to wear dress.. But then I got accompany oso what.. So abit ok ah.. The paisey thing is that Erwin is coming.. Later he see me so pretty then melt how?? Haha, no just jking.. Then I was like arggg!!, just wear ah..!! Then Erwin say he not coming.. So wear everything left my hse, met Azirah,

Razanah, Ariff and Nazrul at Bugis.. Then go bugis ready, I don't know where to go..

So I waited for them to fetch me at the control station.. So I waited, waited and waited for them to come.. As I was waited, BOB come sia.. Ohmy!! Paisey sia..

Then I thought I just coincidentally saw him.. But actually no.. He is like following us.. Hey then he say come ah go out wait for them there.. As we walk Bob ask me where am I from. Then I wanted to tell him, Azirah pick up her phone.. Alamak then wasted nvr tok to him.. Haizss.. Haha.. Then Raz, Irah and I like take partner.. Then Bob and I wear black-black..

So I take him, Irah and Ariff wear jeans, then Raz and Naz loner.. Haha.. But this one just playplay.. We don't want anyone of them.. Haha.. Just for fun and laughter.. Then we walked to City Hall. Hmm, then as we headed to Esplanade, we saw HAL-HAFIZ!!! Haha.. My rumor admire.. Haha.. Then after tok with him, all say bye to him.. He say alamak, diva sey.. Then he make me more paisey sia.. Luckily I dnt haf the skin colour like Erwin.. Later I red face sia..

Then we go to the top of th Esplanade, wah!! damn hot sia.. Then right we saw the 'A' class ppl..

Then I think to myself ah, hey alamak why sia he nvr come.. (one of the guy<<3).>

Then lata th friend sey eh,eh!! But whatever like what Irah say dnt like expect from him these things ol.. Later I like him alot then he dnt like me.. Then heartbroken seah.. So ya.. Later the 'A' shake hand with 'B', we when different ways.. Then we went to Mac to eat.. I didn't eat cause no cash, only got nets.. Nvr draw money.. So Naz eat meal, Ariff drink th some kind of double chocolate thingy dnt knw la I see thn I know.. I am not sure about the name.. After thy buy and eat ready, Irah and Raz went to buy Ice cream, Ariff and Naz go toilet..

Then right, the 'A' class guys cm sia.. Left Bob and I only..

Sialah, he got sia.. I wanted to laugh.. Cause like suddenly see them.. Somemore he there.. Shy mah biatch.. Then Irah and Raz come ready.. Then Abdullah and that guy go out to smoke.. So I was like hey where are they going sia.! What, they going home... Fuck sia go home early for what.. Stay ah.. Go together-gether.. But thn bob say they just go out smoke, they will follow us..

Then I was happy ah.. So we walk, walk and walk.. At Esplanade again frm Mac.. Abdullah, Sufi, Clifford and one guy go to the library.. Then Ariff, Naz, Bob, Azirah, Razanah, Me and two other guys go to the Merlion.. Then First Irah sad.. Then Later I sad, cause he not there..

Then Raz hear song then she sad.. Haizz. So the day ok, tiring, happy, shocked, felt like a DIVA!! haha.. We took Picures.. Will Post it.. Am waiting for the pics.. Hey then right I really admire the way Azirah's clothes.. Nice, Pretty wonderful.. My inspiration of wearing cowgirl clothes.. I will surly wear them..

Sorry Ah Irah I COPY ur style.. You are my Idol seah.. Someone unique that I ever went out with.. Hmm, nvm one day you will see me wearing like that.. Jealous seah..

Happy Birthday

2009-01-25T19:11:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday 18th Renuka..

Hey akka, how are you?? I can't tok to you.. But still i want to.. I shouldn't have tok to you like that.. Hmm, but I thought that you won't take it seriously.. But in the end you did.. So over here I am apologising to you.. I regret it man.. But, whatever.. Hmm, Anyways Happy Birthday..

i wanna get this straight..

2009-01-21T20:15:00.002+08:00

I think I gotta make this straight.. Hmm, I am not in love with any of my classmates.. In secondary skl yes.. Still can't forget him.. He has gone to NS.. But now.. I am just playing around. It's like for fun and laughther.. You guys won't understand it.. But later you will.. This is to all my ITE friends.. I love you all. and always will.. Especially to Azirah who have always been there.. Haha.. We got the same thinking and everything.. Haha.. Except for features... You know what i mean..

Ya. And i hope i can see Tian De.. So long didn't see him.. Miss him alot.. Nvr msg oso!! Hey day before yesterday, when i was in the mrt going hm. I saw one guy look abit like Tian De. But Tian De much more better.. After I see him.. I cry sia.. I oso don't know why.. Maybe I miss him or something.. I just not sure.. I want to rewind bck to last year.. I just wanna see his face eh.. I don't know how to discribe my feelings towards him..

2009-01-20T20:17:00.002+08:00

hey people!! what seah!! Hmm.. This is to Azirah!!! I don't like bryan, erwin or anyone frm our class la!! their just my friends!!! You know!! No feelings towards them.. Eventhough they are adorable!! but still nope, no feelings!!! I just love me, myself and I... And ya!! But I like that guy you know!! frm that class!! Cnnt mention name later all of them know, then paisay!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

ITE life

2009-01-11T16:25:00.002+08:00

Hey I got through me ITE interview. Accepted. So went to School with Fana.. Thn met Aishah @ ITE simei.. So we got to go to the third level and thn there were list of names from the course. Aishah and Fana check got thier name. Thn when i check mine didn't have.. So the bridge leader said that nvm just sit in your course. Before that i saw Jas.. So when and settled down with him.. Then my hands were sweating. I was liek so nervous. Then there was someone who were introducing the teachers name.. Then after that we got to do the orientation.. SO then when the class were dismissing, guess who i saw..! That fucking Anand!! Ass la he @ Simei!! K then whatever! But one thing! I got to agree ITE life is much much much better then CCKSS life.. @ Simei, the guys in my class don't mind me or anygirls sitting with them and eat or go out or meet up and go to school..! They don't mind if there is indian or fat girl or anything! They even tell us to follow them to Tampines Mall.. Together we went off!! They even told us hey let bond together.. And that is what I want.. Hmm. if it's CCKSS, the guys will not want me to follow them cause i m indian, or either i m fat!! Hmm. What a damn fucking childish behaviour!! My class thier good. And my CCA is Guitar Club.. OMG!! I wanted to learn and nw i m getting the lesson! I am so damn Happy!! BUt one thing My uniform!! OHMY!! I look like nerd! its ok!

Hey and not to mention about my course! Its so damn good! I love my course! Its like something to do with photography and making our own video!!

2008-12-18T11:38:00.001+08:00

Took my result on 18th december 2008. Guess what i go 5A and 1B!!!

I got:

English =) B
Maths =) A
Science =) A
MT(Tamil) =) A
EOA =) A
CPA =) A

Hmm. I am like so happy. Its because of my GURU!! I prayed to him and he gave me. My GUU will nvr let me down!! I also prayed to my GURU that i must get A for my science.. Due to the thing.. About me and Aqilah.. The eraser thing. Kai Chen ah big mouth.. But in the end GURUJI helped me. And i m very HAPPY.. I have no words to tell him thank you!!!

THANK YOU GURUJI!!!

2008-11-07T04:00:00.003+08:00

You know i have this kinda feeling in me. Literally, i just feel that me working in singapore, is not a good idea. Like i feel neglected by the friends around me. I just don't feel the closeness when we were together for 4 years. Yeah! all that i am wishing for is that have a good friend who understands me alot and be there for me whenever i need her/him. I wanna try to have a guy good/best friend.! Feel how it's like.! Hmm. Still counting down on when i will go.! You know i have my dreams. I am the opnly one who is going to fulfill my own dreams. It is only going to work out if i go the hard way! Bcoz i don't have family members in hollywood film industries or music industries. So i guess i have to go learning the hard way! My dream is until there yo!

My dream was actually to be a choreographer, fashion designer, a model, hair stylist and a makeup artist. Ok. But now. Now there are two more dreams. I wanna be a singer and a actor. In hollywood. Famous. Earning alot of money. Coz now i am suffering. Not only me, but my whole family. So i wanna be famous, have lots of money. Buy my whole family whatever they want! live in a high class house which is worth millions and millions of dollars! And buy my own car! Expensive! Something like Kimberly Kardashian's car.! And I will never let my dream fade away!

what interview!

2008-11-06T02:47:00.000+08:00

What and How I felt

Ok so guess what munnirah called me around 12 plus to ask me if I wanted her work bcoz she has another work and wants to replace somone. So she decided to call me. Eventhough, i wasn't the first she ever thought of to call, in the end i ended up being the last to be called to ask if I wanted that job. So atleast i am happy that she thought of me. Hmm. But you know what this is my blog, so i have the rights to type whatsoever i want. You know i feel that Munnirah is not full heartedly happy with the work she offered me. Bcoz I told her if i didn't happen to get this job then can you ask if there is any vacancy at her new work place in a office. Then she said she ask first. Ok then now is the part that is so insensable. Munnirah and Zahirah decided to work together in that munn's new work place. Then Zahirah said she didn't want that job. So its like, there is a vacancy. And someone can take that right..?? I mean you get it.? Yeah. And so that's i have that feeling. Moreover, I just told that if i don't get this work I'll try for KFC. And then she had this look and asked me, "So if you didn't get this job, you will apply for KFC right?" Then I was like not sure. Then I said "ask your work place and see if there is any vacancy ah?!" Then she was like ok I will ask and see first." So can you atleast feel how i feel? Yeah. Then I told to myself it's ok. Time will come for me.

The Interview

Okay Aishah, Munnirah and I went to the John Little at Marina for the interview. So as we went there they did know where to go for the interview. As I am new there so I am excused. Haha. So we ask alady over there where are we suppose to go to have our interview. Then she said go to the customer service counter. No, before that she ask if we wanted to find fragrance for men. Haha. And then I had to fill up a form. And then they ask questions like are you pregnant? I was like Whatthefuck! Pregnant. And also inthat paper the can even ask how many months.! Haha. So after filling up that from. We waited quiet long. And then it was my turn to get interviewed. So I went in nervously. She ask me why i wanted that job. So i said that "currently my mom is not working, I wanna support her. And also I wanna get job experience." So she was like ok. Then she ask about how i knew about the job available. So i told that I heard it from my friends. So she was like ok again. Then she asked alot oh questions, I mean not alot but abit. Then she was like asking me something about expo and outlet. I was totally stuck, really stuck. Then I ask outlet like. Then she say ok if you work here what are the out lets. Then somehow i managed and said that if I am a sales girl i will offer the customers help and ask what they want. They she was like is that all. Then I said yes. Bcoz I didn't understand what was she telling. Then she tell that I will have to be the cashier, and when new arrivals come i have to arrange or something like that and some more. Then she said that if i happen to work there will be shift work and also i will have to work in public holiday. When she say that i was like oh that is a can. I can surely work. Then she gave one kinda look.! Haha. So i think in future I must not say that surely that is a yes! Haha. So after the interview she said that she will call back next saturday if she needs me. So I am just hoping that she will call. Hmm. Bcoz one hour is like $5.50. So if u times 8 hours, it is $44 dollars. Then you times 30 days it's $1320 dollars. Its alot huh? So just hopin' and prayin' hard yo!!

2008-11-03T20:46:00.005+08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people. Have Fun!

1. What would you do if a handsome guy confess to you?
i'll consider. actually for me evrything matters even his ding dongs! haha.. (:

2.Would you fall in love with a guy not more than 3yrs younger than u?
Hmm. Im not sure. Maybe not! Im not sure..

3. How do you find school?
i used to love schooling (: . Now there is no more school.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
aisehhh! a billion dollar? That is what I am waiting for and those ppl out there who act alot just bcoz u are richer then my family. I'll make sure u lick my ass biatch!(:

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend stead?
Maybe. I have before. and even if i did, i would kept that feeling in my heart(:because i dont wanna hurt my bestfriend.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone. Bcoz, I have loved alot of guys. So now is the turn to the guy falling for me. Haha. Can u believe 3 years waitin'. Ya, so it's being loved by someone who is hot!

7. Who is your favourite singers?
mariah carey, lil wayne, pussycatdolls, britnetspears, jonas brother, timabland, justin timberlake, florida, will.i.am, t-pain. (: If i have to continue idk what is going to happen. It's too many!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
well, that happened to me with the guy i had admired for 3 years. I cried ya'll! And i wish that they would break fast! Haha. Cruel me! (:

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Not yet. But i think having my longest and first kiss with a white guy!(:

10. What makes you angry?
My mom when she scolds me for no reason and askin' me to do lots of things!

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
I visualize ready. I am going to be a Famous Celebrity in hollywood.! Hopefully
12. Who are your top 4 darlings?
First is family and other three don't have yet!

13. What is the most important in life?
Family(:

14. Can your friends be trusted?
Now no one! Really nobody! D:

15. What is your favourite colour?
All shades of pink a nd purple. Except for dull pink and pruples!(:

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Give what? :]

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously,and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
Both.! Haha. No actually I will see their heart, personality and character. Coz those still won't be the same right? :D

18. Are you someone who gets along with others easily?
IDK!! Coz when i wanna smile at that person they will look away. And i am not a confident person who will talk to anyone! Yeah so i m not sure. :]

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like? Can it express thru actions?
yes, i'll express through actions and also i will tell him as months goes by! Someone must break the ice right.(:

20. 5 pple I've tagged:
DOn't know!

the new me..

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New laptop

2008-10-30T15:20:00.002+08:00

i m finally happy that my uncle velu bought a new laptop and plus (+) there is broadband. Haha. Can use the internet easily. Now i am just happy. But one thing as now my whole family is migrating to canada probably by next year January. So i have to help my mommy to clean the house so that we can leave to canada. And clean house as in not sweeping the house and mopping the house, is scrabing the walls. Hmm. Then my mom have to paint my brothers room, cause its damn damn dirty. The walls are freakin' dirty. I pity her cause she is 46 years old and then she has to climd the metal ladder then she has to tilt her head to look up and sommore she has high blood pressure, so she have the chance to faint. Ya so i have to help her out in cleaning the house. Just hope everything goes fine!