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Beautiful♥NightMare♥
Somebody pinch me.You're love's too good to be true.
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Sit Down and Listen up PPL!!
N A T A S H A

there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
the crazy idiot who is oh-so spastic,
shit crazy about stitch
scolding me FAT doesnt make you any SLIM-ER
scolding me STUPID doesnt make you way SMARTER
BACKSTBBING me doesnt make you a CHAMPION
and calling me BLACK doesnt make you look any FAIRER[:

affiliates
my peeps
|Aqilah| |Azirah| |Ah Long| |Celine| |Cindy| |Erwin| |Fazree| |Fauzi| | Faruq| | Fathin Amira| | Felicia| | Fyyza| | Guan Rong| | Haifaa| | Induu| | Ilyana| | Liyana| | Jovell| | Jingting 02| | Jingting 01| | Kelvin| | Maryam| | Martina| | Munn| | Meng Suan| | Ming Min| | Nabila| | Putri| | Ryo| | Rad| | Shalini| | Sabrina| | Sabrina 2| | Serene| | Shavon| | Sherry| | Serene| | Simin| | Syakina| | Uma| | Zahirah| | Zhen Yu|
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memories
scary flashbacks
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time & being viewed
wanna stay track of time?

So many fans huh? cool!?

birthdays
sing-a-long
January - 21: Sakinah, 22: Tian De, 25: Renuka,

February - 03: Simlambarasan, 04: Danshikah Viva, 22: Ammu Carolin, 26: Deva Kumaran

March - No one

April - 01: Ummu, 09: Matthew, 22: Nabilah

May - 02: Rajan Mama, 06: Hannah, 07: Shamini Melanie Natasha Viva, 07: Floris, 13: Raifana, 14: Fazree, 16: Shahrizal, 19: Rahul, 22: Margret (grandma), 23: Timothy Marc Surain Viva, 26: Vivekananda (Daddy)

June - 14: Zahirah, 16: Azirah, 18: Saras, 23: Thilaga Atthai

July - 3: Rani Atthai, 14: Velu Mama, 18: Pushpalatha Viva(Mommy), 21: Kalu, 21: Lakesh, 21: Hafiz

August - 07: Aqilah

September - 4: Aishah 5: Dashini Kashmalene 18: Uma

October - 1: Taarshini

November - forget

December - 19: Rovina 19: Eason Navin 24: Angela 26: Shalini Damaris

Sorry guys for not updating ur birthdays.. i gotta go back home and check it out.. i wrote them in my diary and soon to be updated.. I saw ur birthdays in my diary but i didn't bring the book to my aunt hse.. so now seriously soon to be updated!!! He3..ily guys!!!
title: Bloghopping!!!!
date: Saturday, June 27, 2009
time:12:12 AM
Right now im like bloghopping and viewd all the ppl in my blog!!!!


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title: The News that Michael Jackson is dead
date: Friday, June 26, 2009
time:11:40 AM
At 11.40pm I woke up from my short nap for about 5-6hours, and the first thing I saw was the news about Michael Jackson. OMG!!!. we all have lost our KING OF POP, Michael Jackson!!! 29 August 1958 - 25 July 2009.. I love all his songs!! He died on 2.39pm...

He dies at 50 after he suffered from a Cadiac Arrest, which means it is heart attack. I just can't believe that he is gone.. Hello people Michael Jackson is GONE!!! can you believe it!!! Its like damn freaking absolutely fake!!! But the thing is that he is really gone!!! Seriously I was telling my mom that i really can't belive that Michael Jackson is dead... I told her that I feel like crying, she said that t is over reacting.. But that is how I feel.. So MJ's memorial is going to be on the 7th of July 2009.. And Im sure im gonna watch it!!! And im sure i will shed tears.. And not only he is dead Farrah Fawcett dies of cancer too...


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title: reached New York
date: Wednesday, June 24, 2009
time:2:17 AM
I reached New York on the 25th of June at about 2.17Pm US Time.. I had a safe journey.. And I'm loving every second of my time.. Now over here is summer.. And The landing was so freaking painful.. Eventhough I stuck my ears with cotton wool it never work!!! Then whn i was at the immigration luckily the chinese fellow didn't ask me anything about my passport..

So whn to the baggage collection side to take our baggage, my sister's and mom's bag was found but not mine.. I cried.. Its my bag man.. Its precious.. If i lost that bag, my half life is gone!!! Cause I have my mom's document, my 'N' level cert., Lady Gaga and Will.I.Am CD in side and my Clothes!!!!!

So I prayed to Guruji saying that whoever has taken my bag has got to return.. So few minutes later a someone working in the airport said that my bag is found and it is at the Emirates counter.. And I was really relieved.. I found my bag.. So my mom went to collect the bag... Check in the hotel.. And had a nap... The ppl over here are so friendly.. They greet ppl whnever they see.. Even ppl staying in th hotel or the workers.. They are so friendly!!! Love being here...


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title: In the airport!!!!
date: Tuesday, June 23, 2009
time:11:46 PM
Left my house and most of us (family member, relatives) was in tears.. And reached the airport.. And I saw Aqilah.. And than I went in to check in and that fucking china lady who served us was giving her fucking attitude towards my mom.. It was taking freaking long.. So Aqilah and I was waiting for Raifana.. They wanted to send me off... So touching.. I really didn't expect them to send me off. I thought Aishah and Munnirah will come.. But Aqilah and Fana sent me off.. Not only that Aqilah's mom, dad, and sister also sent me off.. And then because of my extention of my passport, I couldn't get my boarding-pass.. And than they brought me to northwest airlines to confirm if i could go to US.. So when I go there they said can.. So Yeah!!!! I got my boarding pass..

And than we were standing outside the immigration and Aqilah, Fana, Danshikah and I took photos.. It was so fun.. My sister too had fun... And you know what I gotta update about the Sentosa thingy.. Its about Aqilah.. I'll tell that in the 19th of june post..

So now im in the immigration.. Updating this.. I just love all my friends!!! I will be missing you all...

Have a safe journey and good food!!!!

And I have got 40 seconds left counting down.... And I gotta log out.. BYE!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!


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date: Monday, June 22, 2009
time:8:07 PM
I was so touched that my classmates will miss me.. OMG!!! unbelievable..!!!




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title: Im going off tomorrow!!!
date:
time:7:18 PM
Leaving my house at 10pm, Plane flying at 1.40 am on the 24th of June.. And I'm gonna miss my friends!!!

Friends I'm gonna miss mostly in my life!!:
- SOO TIAN DE DERVIN
- Aqilah
- Aishah
- Munnirah
- Meng Suan
- Kenneth
- Zahirah
- Felicia
- Fana
- Fyyza
- Justin
- Royston
- Wee Siang
- Kai Cheng
- Kelvin Ng
- Li Ming
- Uma
- Razanah
- Sabrina
- Guan Rong

I just feel like crying lor!!! I miss my friends.. But i can't stay here of them right??!!.. Its ok, life has to go on.. I have to go on my own way.. We can stay in contact m=by my blog..

Love you all!!!


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title: Uploaded songs!!!!
date: Monday, June 15, 2009
time:7:02 PM
Yeah I uploaded new song in my blog!!!
And i'm lovin it!!!
It makes me go to my dancing land!!!
With the beat!!!
Makes you groove..
Groove as u read my blog!!!
LOVE YA"LL!!!


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date:
time:5:12 PM
Today when to CCKSS to cellect my testimonial and my 'N' level results.. So when there and waited for Mdm Wati to come back from her lunch break.. One of the clerk ask me to wait for half and hour.. So I waited, but she came back less than 10 mins later.. Than she served me.. But whn serving me, there were two people coming in the general office to ask something.. So i was like, I was the first one over here, but the person who come later than me get served earlier.. But Mdm Wati told me sorry Shamini, I said ok.. Then I ask her about my speech day prize.. She gave me.. And there was $50 voucher..

So after collected my testi, whn over to my sister school to take her testi.. Whn we go there all her stuff(eg.books, file and testi) was ready to be collected.. We left the school and then we went to popular bookshop to buy things..
The things bought were :

- Sec 3 Maths Assesment Book: $9.85
- Faber Castle Colour Pencil: $7.90
- Lady Gaga: The Fame Songs VCD: $11.90
- Gel Pen 12 Colours: $14.05
- Icon Water Bottle: $5.90
- Monami Dust Free Eraser2: $0.35
Total = $49.95..
Balance = $0.05..
So they can keep the change...


COUNTDOWN
14 June - 10 Days

15 June - 9 Days

16 June - 8 Days

17 June - 7 Days

18 June - 6 Days

19 June - 5 Days

20 June - 4 Days

21 June - 3 Days

22 June - 2 Days

23 June - 1 more DAY!!!(Leaving at night.. 10 plus at airport)

24 June - HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!! (I'm in New York!!!!)


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title: Beyonce!!!
date: Sunday, June 14, 2009
time:8:41 PM










Beyonce is loved!!
My Role model!!!































She's the best role model to whom ever wants to be successful in life!!!




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title: Happy Birthday Zahirah..
date:
time:5:31 PM
Happy 17th Birthday Zahirah!!
How are u??
Miss u alot.. U cming for th picnic right??
IMY, ILY!!!


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title: in th internet cafe
date: Saturday, June 06, 2009
time:10:07 AM
Ok let's start out the day saying that i woke up pespiring...

Coz yesterday my sis and I were not sleeping, my sis was doing my hair..
And then I needed to use th ladies.. And throw a small packet of rubbish..
Entered th kitchen, switch on th both lights, walked towards the rubbish bin and switched on th toilet light and before entering th ladies I threw th rubbish and a freaking medium size dark brown LIZARD fell on my hand!!! I shook my hand and th LIZARD fell on th floor.. And i was like Argh!!!!!!! And I ran 100m race to th hall.. And OMG!!!! I can't stop feeling th lizard.. I was so disturbed... So i walked slowly back to th kitchen to off th main lights.. And my sis told me o switch off th toilet light.. But how can i get i there!! There is a freaking LIZARD!!!
So i didn't off th toilet light and whn to sleep..
And that was why I woke up perspiring!!! The feeling is so disgusting!!! Now im in the internet cafe.. Coz, remember about th appointment thingy.. Ya, so i helped them to print.. Ok, now i gotta hand th com to my sis.. Bcoz we share 1/2 an hour for each another..


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title: was helping aunt..
date: Friday, June 05, 2009
time:1:16 PM
Today again in my aunt hse..
But before that i followed my aunty's family -Aravinth, Rovina and Velu Mama, to immigration..
I followed them because they needed my help to fill up some forms.. So just follwed and was rewarded with chicken rice.. Hehe, i didn't had my breakfast so they reward me with food.. Hey filling up the 7 page form.. OMG!!! can build my hand muscle.. So whn we reach the immigration we were sent back for now having the appointment fixed.. Haha.. Came back with my uncle's taxi..

Erm so nw i m in their room using the com.. I have gotta print the appointment.. And the freaking internet connection sucks.. It disconnect itself.. So damn irritating.. Im fixing the appiontment date for them, but the thing is that theere is no printer to print the appointment form.. So when my mom comes we most probably will be going to internet cafe to fix a time and get the form printed..


Then was blog hopping.. Was veiwing Cheryl's profile.. Nice funny photos.. Hey Cheryl Link me..

So now got to link ppl.. Bye meet you in the next post..


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title: in my aunt hse
date: Wednesday, June 03, 2009
time:7:36 PM
Ohmy, im in aunt hse..
and i chatted with Angela..


she has not forget me..
im so happy..
And Angela u asked me about my birthday, it wasn't good..
hahah.. Hey and im happy for u.. Ppl are gonna love u more!!!
Sorry for remembering the wrong name.. - Jennifer..
its like i wanna talk to her but theres no com and internet..

Now im counting down for my proper life to ever start..
I didn't do my exams and i quit this freaking 'F' course!!!
hehehe...


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