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title: I gotta say what's on my mind.
Something about us. Doesn't seem right these days. Life keeps getting in the way. Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged. It's hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me. You'll be okayI've got to move on and be who I am. I just don't belong here; I hope you understand. We might find our place in this world someday, But at least for now,I gotta go my own way. Don't wanna leave it all behind, But I get my hopes upAnd I watsch them fall ev'ry time. Another color turns to grey,And it's just to hard to watsch it all. Slowly fade away. I'm leavin' today 'cause I've gotta do what's best for me. You'll be okay... I've got to move on and be who I amI just don't belong here; I hope you understand. We might find our place in this world someday, But at least for now,I gotta go my own way. [Troy:]What about us? What about ev'rything we've been through? [Gabriella:]What about trust? [Troy:]You know I never wanted to hurt you. [Gabriella:]And what about me? [Troy:]What am I supposed to do? [Gabriella:]I gotta leave but I'll miss you. [Troy:]I'll miss you [Gabriella:]SoI've got to move on and be who I am [Troy:]Why do you have to go? [Gabriella:]I just don't belong here; I hope you understand. [Troy:]I'm trying to understand. [Gabriella:]We might find our place in this world someday,But at least for now, [Troy:]I want you to stay. [Gabriella:]I wanna go my own way.I've got to move on and be who I am [Troy:]What About us? [Gabriella:]I just don't belong here; I hope you understand. [Troy:]I'm trying to understand. [Gabriella:]We might find our place in this world someday, But at least for now, I gotta go my own way. I gotta go my own way. I gotta go my own way. |
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title: script Okay, so i just finished the script for Last present directed by Yang Jing.. So quite tired. And i dont know whats the song.. And finally, its a 3 page and the forth page has only two to three lines. So there is time for the end credits. And so thinking bout the end credits. I want it to be creative..!!!! Aaaarrrggghhhh!!!! |
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title: Hi everyone,
so guess what!!! I have deleted about 120 ppl from my msn.. You knw why i delete them, coz like as if I knw all of them.. So its like nonsense, I feel so uncomfortable having alot of people in my msn whn I dnt even knw them.. Even got hot caucasian guys, OHMY!!, can you believe it, I deleted them too.. Hahaha, wah.. Its ok.. So now I got about 77 ppl in my msn.. Hahaha.. The placce which I have the most is My friends - 33 people, followed by other contacts - 28, other contacts means the ppl I have got chat with them b4, and then followed by Europeans. Loves. - 6, only.. You knw why, coz like I told you, i deleted them... I am shifting house!!! My mom is selling this house coz of some reason, then now gotta pack ol th things. The most headache thing to pack in my house currently is my brothers stuff!!! Ohmy, its like ol over th room!! He easily throw his clothes down, then I gotta pick them up!!! Haiz!!! So ya half way packing the things in my house.. But gotta agree tt my house can be a shop.. There are tons and tons of antique things at home man.. And I cant wait for my mom to sell this house quickly!!! I really wanna go away!!! I dnt wanna stay here... Now bout 3dsmax!!! Shit!!!! Can open th 3dsmax folder.. Cannot download.. Sucks man.. So I have decided tt I dnt care if I fail COG!!! sucks man.. Now at home, gotta teach my sister her homework.. Wah!! the english, sucks man.. Must add our own words, she is doing her correction, then of course I want her to write the correct word, so tts y.. I scared ah lata she get wrong.. Ya, so im gonna try to be the best sister and help her out.. She got 2 science homework, Okay then at 12 in the afternon, after HipHop countdown on MTV, I saw th movie 'Disaster Movie', wah!!!, tt movie damn funny sia.. They how to say ar, like they redo from different movie.. Like the redo HSM, alvin and the chip monks, micheal jackson, J.T, Jessica simpsons, Hannah Montana, Sex in the city, Enchanted, Amy Winehouse, Iron Man, Indiana Jones, Hulk, Kongfu Panda, Batman, Hell Boy and twister.. Wah damn funny they like make fun like tt.. Hahhaha, but got so many vulgarities..!!! Then I love the last song!!! Hahahaha... Really funny man, for a comedy can see ar.. Wah!!!, and got Kimberly Kardashians act man... I LOVE HER!!! she rocks!!! |
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title: if been not updating for quiet long!!! which means I wanna tell something, but afraid tt ppl would read them!!! Ya so soon my blog is gonna be private!!! some gimme ur emails to permite u... Hahaha, i'm jking!!! just bored ya so.. Hmm, but gotta agree tt i feel tt ppl around me hates me!!! So erm like th only person left is.. U knw.. I mean she knws, i knw therefore we knw!!! hahaha... And Guan Rong(GR) "th heartshape made by straw, wah!!! gimme headache.. so i wanna practice alot so tt I can do a big one and give it to J-man!!! Hahahahahahahaha.. Nonsense leh I!!!!"
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title: Hahahahahahha!!!! I gotta start out by laughing.. Cause, hahhahhaha... Some damn ass telling me tt im a BLACK MAMBA!!! and anyways its BLACK MAMA!!! hahahahah.. And to who ever u are.. Nameless ass without guts, and if ur a guy, without balls.. Dnt u knw how th colour black looks like... HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!! Its th colour of ur pubic hair, unless u dye it blonde... Hahaha.. And seriously whn i compare my skin tone with my hair colour it's totally different.. My skin tone doesn't camouflage with my hair!!! Hahahhaha... And toking bout my pictures, its not for u to admire them, is for my identity.. Hahaha.. And its up to me what kinda pose im taking with.. And also its up to me to post or delete my photos.. And for ur information everyone is beautiful, even if their balck, white, fat, thin, short, tall, disable and wat-so-ever.. Their pretty and beautiful, and its by th way u look at thm to judge if their pretty or ugly!!! Hahahah... Disgusting thn y u look.. Still wanna look at the post on November.. So stupid of u to view my other posts... hhahahah.. Y u're acting like a fool.. Hahahhaha... I cnt open my eyes any bigger.. And I think Im beautiful in the picture.. And anyways it's not a fake breast.. I wish to have, but no money.. Wanna donate some.. And, come ah help me scrub.. I too lazy ah to scrub.. Hahahaha.. JACKASS!!!! |
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title: Beyonce - Flaws and All Beyonce - Flaws and All
I'm a train wreck in the morning I'm a bitch in the afternoon Every now and then without warning I can be really mean towards you I'm a puzzle yes in deed Ever complex in every way And all the pieces aren't even in the box And yet, you see the picture clear as day. [Chorus] I don't know why you love me And that's why I love you You catch me when I fall Accept me flaws and all And that's why I love you [3x] I neglect you when I'm working When I need attention I tend to nag I'm a host of imperfection And you see past all that I'm a peasant by some standards But in your eyes I'm a queen You see potential in all my flaws and that's exactly what I mean. [Chorus] I don't know why you love me And that's why I love you You catch me when I fall Accept me flaws and all and that's why I love you [3x] I don't know why you love me And that's why I love you You catch me when I fall Accept me flaws and all and that's why I love you [3x] |
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title: On Ellen Degeneres Show!!! |
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title: wah!! shit man!! the fucking laptop.. I take nice2 crazy pictures then all got deleted!! fuck man!! My heart droped man!! how can I capture the same cute pretty pictures, it's one in a life time man!! Aarrrhhhgggg!!! really damn angry with me!! That was going on in my mine!! Later (celever me), when to the recycle bin and saw all the pictures which were delete.. haiz!! Finally, I feel so happy.. |
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title: Do u think i m going INSANE Erm, I am not sure about me.. I get angry easily with me sister.. Like I make her cry and stuff. And I do things purposely.. I make her tell me sorry when there is no need to.. I am becoming INSANE, I am becoming INSANE.. And about school, really man I am SIOW!! Which ever guy I see, I say hot.. But the guy obviously hot lah, not like Syafar or Hadi.. Haha.. Sorry ah no offence.. I am oso not hot so same catogery.. Nonsense ah Natasha.. Even Erwin oso tell me that that I'm SIOW.. And like I got nomore shyness and stuff.. I touch my own BOOBS infront of my friends(girl).. And I touch theirs oso!! haha.. Disgusting man!! I am like nonsense ah.. Then I tell " Hey Sean I know you love me but it's ok" And then he goes like "WAH PIANG!!" haha... Really am I MAD..?? Hahaha.. Just tryyinna MAKE A FOOL OUT OF MYSELF!!! Hahaha... YOU THINK WHAT I FUTURE COMEDIAN ISIT?? AH??!! |
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title: To that fucking cliford! Hey Cliford!!,
You already told me that you don't wanna date! Then why wanna tell your friends and my classmate ridzuan! When you say dont want, did I say hey pls la help.. No right I say ok right!! Then whats your problem in spreading things around!! Asshole! If you dnt like me then just leave it ah.. Hey anyways ah, not worth loving guys like you!! What-so-ever! Not interested in you anymore!! Haha.. And anyways it was just a bet!! Not a real thing! Haha.. JACKASS!!! Its updated on 5th February!! |
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title: The day is actually one 4th February 2009!! And quess what.. When I went to IMM, I saw Naritah (if i'm not wrong).. It's like I and Razanah were going, then Razanah saw her bestfriend who was with her since Kindergarden. So as Raz told her friend 'HI', I saw Naritah.. Then I wave my hand, her reaction was like who the hell is that sia.. Haha.. Then she recalled who I was and ya we talked.. Alamak!! Razanah talk and talk and talk sia.. Haha, no lah, anyways it's her friend so like ya.. Its ok.. Then shop everything. Went to Jurong MRT saw Denise.. She's working at the same time at private school. So ya.. Didn't tok to her so much.. But then she damn pretty sia.. I see her I only remember of Tian De sia.. And then ya, I saw shavon.. She see me she happy ready seah.. She said that she miss me..!! Haha, I oso miss her.. I miss all my Hockey lovers!! Hey I'm not les, ya but still i miss all of them.. Dalia oso miss me!! And ya Kelvin is going on with Hazwani.. Haha... Kelvin is a liar!!! And Dalia miss me too..!!! GUYS I MISS YOU ALOT TOO!!! DON"T FORGET ME AITE!! I WILL NOT FORGET YOU ALL!!! |
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title: DANSHIKAH'S BIRTHDAY HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY DANSHIKAH  The clothes is actually mine!! hahaha!! Hmm, it's my sister danshikah's birthday. So I bought for her a purse.. A very nice purse, a fragile magnet with the alphabet 'D', a small birthday card and a box.. The purse cost $2 at IMM(Daiso), the magnet cost $4.90 at precious thoughts, the birthday card cost $1 at precious thoughts and the box cost $2 at IMM(Daiso). My budget was $10, so I bought things within my budget.. Haha, hope she likes it..
Mom feeding her, no fair I don't have.. Actually the camera sort!! Only take my mom's photo then batt low!! So I dnt have!! |
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title: the conversation between me and bob! .jpg) The conversation between me and Bob.. Hmm, He told me that ppl face rejection nowadays. So I dnt care if Cliford reject for that dare, which is a date..! |
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title: at sha house... I am at aishah house.. Printed documents, uploaded songs.. So I think at 7 o'clock i'll be going home.. Ate roti prata, rendang and chinese rojak.. Wah!! damn f-full!!!! Zahirah was suppose to come.. But then she didn't turn up.. So long didn't see her.. Kinda missing her...
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SO SWEET!! HAHA..
Mom and sister, the small girl extra!! ahahaha!!
Danshikah cutting her b'day cake.. Hey but got to agree that the cake is damn nice man.. No cream at all.. And it taste fabulous.. Mmm..Mmmm.. YUMMY!!
