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Beautiful♥NightMare♥
Somebody pinch me.You're love's too good to be true.
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N A T A S H A

there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
the crazy idiot who is oh-so spastic,
shit crazy about stitch
scolding me FAT doesnt make you any SLIM-ER
scolding me STUPID doesnt make you way SMARTER
BACKSTBBING me doesnt make you a CHAMPION
and calling me BLACK doesnt make you look any FAIRER[:

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birthdays
sing-a-long
January - 21: Sakinah, 22: Tian De, 25: Renuka,

February - 03: Simlambarasan, 04: Danshikah Viva, 22: Ammu Carolin, 26: Deva Kumaran

March - No one

April - 01: Ummu, 09: Matthew, 22: Nabilah

May - 02: Rajan Mama, 06: Hannah, 07: Shamini Melanie Natasha Viva, 07: Floris, 13: Raifana, 14: Fazree, 16: Shahrizal, 19: Rahul, 22: Margret (grandma), 23: Timothy Marc Surain Viva, 26: Vivekananda (Daddy)

June - 14: Zahirah, 16: Azirah, 18: Saras, 23: Thilaga Atthai

July - 3: Rani Atthai, 14: Velu Mama, 18: Pushpalatha Viva(Mommy), 21: Kalu, 21: Lakesh, 21: Hafiz

August - 07: Aqilah

September - 4: Aishah 5: Dashini Kashmalene 18: Uma

October - 1: Taarshini

November - forget

December - 19: Rovina 19: Eason Navin 24: Angela 26: Shalini Damaris

Sorry guys for not updating ur birthdays.. i gotta go back home and check it out.. i wrote them in my diary and soon to be updated.. I saw ur birthdays in my diary but i didn't bring the book to my aunt hse.. so now seriously soon to be updated!!! He3..ily guys!!!
title: Erm!!
date: Tuesday, January 27, 2009
time:2:41 AM
Erm, now really feeling bored.. I wall-wall Bryan and Cliford.. Bryan replied.. I ask him hey bryan, how are you?? Then he said. Fine how are you.. Then I said blah blah blah.. Very lazy to type la.. You go and read my Facebook if u wanna see.. So.. I am bored.. I wanna chat with BOB!!! cause he will make me laugh!! As I told him that he is a CLOWN without the red nose!!! Hahaha!!


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date: Monday, January 26, 2009
time:4:09 PM
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title: Yesterday!! Outing!!
date: Sunday, January 25, 2009
time:7:19 PM
On Friday, after Raz ask hey wanna go out to Kampong Glam tomorrow which is on Saturday? So I say ok.. When bck home tried on what clothes to wear.. So Raz and I, in the train toked about what clothes to wear.. So she ask me " Hey wear purple dress or white? " Then after tok already, when bck home tried on dresses after dresses. Actually only two dresses but tried on different styles..
Then ok ah.. After I tried my signature outfit for tomorrow, I put on make-up, jewels and shoes.. Pretty sia.. Self prasing international disgrace la biatch..
Ok what-so-ever.. Then my mom say " What is that sticking out, like gold fish eyes?! " It's actually o-o.. Hmm, whoever understand good for you.. But then she say that I pretty ah.. Not bad seah Tasha.. Then was so excited.. So I msg Erwin to see if he wants to follow.. Msg Msg ready, he say ok..

Then, the day starts when I change my clothes at 1 plus.. Then, I was like so paisey to wear dress.. But then I got accompany oso what.. So abit ok ah.. The paisey thing is that Erwin is coming.. Later he see me so pretty then melt how?? Haha, no just jking.. Then I was like arggg!!, just wear ah..!! Then Erwin say he not coming.. So wear everything left my hse, met Azirah,
Razanah, Ariff and Nazrul at Bugis.. Then go bugis ready, I don't know where to go..
So I waited for them to fetch me at the control station.. So I waited, waited and waited for them to come.. As I was waited, BOB come sia.. Ohmy!! Paisey sia..
Then I thought I just coincidentally saw him.. But actually no.. He is like following us.. Hey then he say come ah go out wait for them there.. As we walk Bob ask me where am I from. Then I wanted to tell him, Azirah pick up her phone.. Alamak then wasted nvr tok to him.. Haizss.. Haha.. Then Raz, Irah and I like take partner.. Then Bob and I wear black-black..
So I take him, Irah and Ariff wear jeans, then Raz and Naz loner.. Haha.. But this one just playplay.. We don't want anyone of them.. Haha.. Just for fun and laughter.. Then we walked to City Hall. Hmm, then as we headed to Esplanade, we saw HAL-HAFIZ!!! Haha.. My rumor admire.. Haha.. Then after tok with him, all say bye to him.. He say alamak, diva sey.. Then he make me more paisey sia.. Luckily I dnt haf the skin colour like Erwin.. Later I red face sia..
Then we go to the top of th Esplanade, wah!! damn hot sia.. Then right we saw the 'A' class ppl..
Then I think to myself ah, hey alamak why sia he nvr come.. (one of the guy<<3).>
Then lata th friend sey eh,eh!! But whatever like what Irah say dnt like expect from him these things ol.. Later I like him alot then he dnt like me.. Then heartbroken seah.. So ya.. Later the 'A' shake hand with 'B', we when different ways.. Then we went to Mac to eat.. I didn't eat cause no cash, only got nets.. Nvr draw money.. So Naz eat meal, Ariff drink th some kind of double chocolate thingy dnt knw la I see thn I know.. I am not sure about the name.. After thy buy and eat ready, Irah and Raz went to buy Ice cream, Ariff and Naz go toilet..
Then right, the 'A' class guys cm sia.. Left Bob and I only..
Sialah, he got sia.. I wanted to laugh.. Cause like suddenly see them.. Somemore he there.. Shy mah biatch.. Then Irah and Raz come ready.. Then Abdullah and that guy go out to smoke.. So I was like hey where are they going sia.! What, they going home... Fuck sia go home early for what.. Stay ah.. Go together-gether.. But thn bob say they just go out smoke, they will follow us..
Then I was happy ah.. So we walk, walk and walk.. At Esplanade again frm Mac.. Abdullah, Sufi, Clifford and one guy go to the library.. Then Ariff, Naz, Bob, Azirah, Razanah, Me and two other guys go to the Merlion.. Then First Irah sad.. Then Later I sad, cause he not there..
Then Raz hear song then she sad.. Haizz. So the day ok, tiring, happy, shocked, felt like a DIVA!! haha.. We took Picures.. Will Post it.. Am waiting for the pics.. Hey then right I really admire the way Azirah's clothes.. Nice, Pretty wonderful.. My inspiration of wearing cowgirl clothes.. I will surly wear them..
Sorry Ah Irah I COPY ur style.. You are my Idol seah.. Someone unique that I ever went out with.. Hmm, nvm one day you will see me wearing like that.. Jealous seah..


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title: Happy Birthday
date:
time:7:11 PM
Happy Birthday 18th Renuka..
Hey akka, how are you?? I can't tok to you.. But still i want to.. I shouldn't have tok to you like that.. Hmm, but I thought that you won't take it seriously.. But in the end you did.. So over here I am apologising to you.. I regret it man.. But, whatever.. Hmm, Anyways Happy Birthday..


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title: i wanna get this straight..
date: Wednesday, January 21, 2009
time:8:15 PM
I think I gotta make this straight.. Hmm, I am not in love with any of my classmates.. In secondary skl yes.. Still can't forget him.. He has gone to NS.. But now.. I am just playing around. It's like for fun and laughther.. You guys won't understand it.. But later you will.. This is to all my ITE friends.. I love you all. and always will.. Especially to Azirah who have always been there.. Haha.. We got the same thinking and everything.. Haha.. Except for features... You know what i mean..
Ya. And i hope i can see Tian De.. So long didn't see him.. Miss him alot.. Nvr msg oso!! Hey day before yesterday, when i was in the mrt going hm. I saw one guy look abit like Tian De. But Tian De much more better.. After I see him.. I cry sia.. I oso don't know why.. Maybe I miss him or something.. I just not sure.. I want to rewind bck to last year.. I just wanna see his face eh.. I don't know how to discribe my feelings towards him..


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date: Tuesday, January 20, 2009
time:8:17 PM
hey people!! what seah!! Hmm.. This is to Azirah!!! I don't like bryan, erwin or anyone frm our class la!! their just my friends!!! You know!! No feelings towards them.. Eventhough they are adorable!! but still nope, no feelings!!! I just love me, myself and I... And ya!! But I like that guy you know!! frm that class!! Cnnt mention name later all of them know, then paisay!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!


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title: ITE life
date: Sunday, January 11, 2009
time:4:25 PM
Hey I got through me ITE interview. Accepted. So went to School with Fana.. Thn met Aishah @ ITE simei.. So we got to go to the third level and thn there were list of names from the course. Aishah and Fana check got thier name. Thn when i check mine didn't have.. So the bridge leader said that nvm just sit in your course. Before that i saw Jas.. So when and settled down with him.. Then my hands were sweating. I was liek so nervous. Then there was someone who were introducing the teachers name.. Then after that we got to do the orientation.. SO then when the class were dismissing, guess who i saw..! That fucking Anand!! Ass la he @ Simei!! K then whatever! But one thing! I got to agree ITE life is much much much better then CCKSS life.. @ Simei, the guys in my class don't mind me or anygirls sitting with them and eat or go out or meet up and go to school..! They don't mind if there is indian or fat girl or anything! They even tell us to follow them to Tampines Mall.. Together we went off!! They even told us hey let bond together.. And that is what I want.. Hmm. if it's CCKSS, the guys will not want me to follow them cause i m indian, or either i m fat!! Hmm. What a damn fucking childish behaviour!! My class thier good. And my CCA is Guitar Club.. OMG!! I wanted to learn and nw i m getting the lesson! I am so damn Happy!! BUt one thing My uniform!! OHMY!! I look like nerd! its ok!

Hey and not to mention about my course! Its so damn good! I love my course! Its like something to do with photography and making our own video!!


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