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Beautiful♥NightMare♥
Somebody pinch me.You're love's too good to be true.
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Sit Down and Listen up PPL!!
N A T A S H A

there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
the crazy idiot who is oh-so spastic,
shit crazy about stitch
scolding me FAT doesnt make you any SLIM-ER
scolding me STUPID doesnt make you way SMARTER
BACKSTBBING me doesnt make you a CHAMPION
and calling me BLACK doesnt make you look any FAIRER[:

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|Aqilah| |Azirah| |Ah Long| |Celine| |Cindy| |Erwin| |Fazree| |Fauzi| | Faruq| | Fathin Amira| | Felicia| | Fyyza| | Guan Rong| | Haifaa| | Induu| | Ilyana| | Liyana| | Jovell| | Jingting 02| | Jingting 01| | Kelvin| | Maryam| | Martina| | Munn| | Meng Suan| | Ming Min| | Nabila| | Putri| | Ryo| | Rad| | Shalini| | Sabrina| | Sabrina 2| | Serene| | Shavon| | Sherry| | Serene| | Simin| | Syakina| | Uma| | Zahirah| | Zhen Yu|
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So many fans huh? cool!?

birthdays
sing-a-long
January - 21: Sakinah, 22: Tian De, 25: Renuka,

February - 03: Simlambarasan, 04: Danshikah Viva, 22: Ammu Carolin, 26: Deva Kumaran

March - No one

April - 01: Ummu, 09: Matthew, 22: Nabilah

May - 02: Rajan Mama, 06: Hannah, 07: Shamini Melanie Natasha Viva, 07: Floris, 13: Raifana, 14: Fazree, 16: Shahrizal, 19: Rahul, 22: Margret (grandma), 23: Timothy Marc Surain Viva, 26: Vivekananda (Daddy)

June - 14: Zahirah, 16: Azirah, 18: Saras, 23: Thilaga Atthai

July - 3: Rani Atthai, 14: Velu Mama, 18: Pushpalatha Viva(Mommy), 21: Kalu, 21: Lakesh, 21: Hafiz

August - 07: Aqilah

September - 4: Aishah 5: Dashini Kashmalene 18: Uma

October - 1: Taarshini

November - forget

December - 19: Rovina 19: Eason Navin 24: Angela 26: Shalini Damaris

Sorry guys for not updating ur birthdays.. i gotta go back home and check it out.. i wrote them in my diary and soon to be updated.. I saw ur birthdays in my diary but i didn't bring the book to my aunt hse.. so now seriously soon to be updated!!! He3..ily guys!!!
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date: Friday, November 07, 2008
time:4:00 AM
You know i have this kinda feeling in me. Literally, i just feel that me working in singapore, is not a good idea. Like i feel neglected by the friends around me. I just don't feel the closeness when we were together for 4 years. Yeah! all that i am wishing for is that have a good friend who understands me alot and be there for me whenever i need her/him. I wanna try to have a guy good/best friend.! Feel how it's like.! Hmm. Still counting down on when i will go.! You know i have my dreams. I am the opnly one who is going to fulfill my own dreams. It is only going to work out if i go the hard way! Bcoz i don't have family members in hollywood film industries or music industries. So i guess i have to go learning the hard way! My dream is until there yo!

My dream was actually to be a choreographer, fashion designer, a model, hair stylist and a makeup artist. Ok. But now. Now there are two more dreams. I wanna be a singer and a actor. In hollywood. Famous. Earning alot of money. Coz now i am suffering. Not only me, but my whole family. So i wanna be famous, have lots of money. Buy my whole family whatever they want! live in a high class house which is worth millions and millions of dollars! And buy my own car! Expensive! Something like Kimberly Kardashian's car.! And I will never let my dream fade away!


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title: what interview!
date: Thursday, November 06, 2008
time:2:47 AM
What and How I felt
Ok so guess what munnirah called me around 12 plus to ask me if I wanted her work bcoz she has another work and wants to replace somone. So she decided to call me. Eventhough, i wasn't the first she ever thought of to call, in the end i ended up being the last to be called to ask if I wanted that job. So atleast i am happy that she thought of me. Hmm. But you know what this is my blog, so i have the rights to type whatsoever i want. You know i feel that Munnirah is not full heartedly happy with the work she offered me. Bcoz I told her if i didn't happen to get this job then can you ask if there is any vacancy at her new work place in a office. Then she said she ask first. Ok then now is the part that is so insensable. Munnirah and Zahirah decided to work together in that munn's new work place. Then Zahirah said she didn't want that job. So its like, there is a vacancy. And someone can take that right..?? I mean you get it.? Yeah. And so that's i have that feeling. Moreover, I just told that if i don't get this work I'll try for KFC. And then she had this look and asked me, "So if you didn't get this job, you will apply for KFC right?" Then I was like not sure. Then I said "ask your work place and see if there is any vacancy ah?!" Then she was like ok I will ask and see first." So can you atleast feel how i feel? Yeah. Then I told to myself it's ok. Time will come for me.
The Interview
Okay Aishah, Munnirah and I went to the John Little at Marina for the interview. So as we went there they did know where to go for the interview. As I am new there so I am excused. Haha. So we ask alady over there where are we suppose to go to have our interview. Then she said go to the customer service counter. No, before that she ask if we wanted to find fragrance for men. Haha. And then I had to fill up a form. And then they ask questions like are you pregnant? I was like Whatthefuck! Pregnant. And also inthat paper the can even ask how many months.! Haha. So after filling up that from. We waited quiet long. And then it was my turn to get interviewed. So I went in nervously. She ask me why i wanted that job. So i said that "currently my mom is not working, I wanna support her. And also I wanna get job experience." So she was like ok. Then she ask about how i knew about the job available. So i told that I heard it from my friends. So she was like ok again. Then she asked alot oh questions, I mean not alot but abit. Then she was like asking me something about expo and outlet. I was totally stuck, really stuck. Then I ask outlet like. Then she say ok if you work here what are the out lets. Then somehow i managed and said that if I am a sales girl i will offer the customers help and ask what they want. They she was like is that all. Then I said yes. Bcoz I didn't understand what was she telling. Then she tell that I will have to be the cashier, and when new arrivals come i have to arrange or something like that and some more. Then she said that if i happen to work there will be shift work and also i will have to work in public holiday. When she say that i was like oh that is a can. I can surely work. Then she gave one kinda look.! Haha. So i think in future I must not say that surely that is a yes! Haha. So after the interview she said that she will call back next saturday if she needs me. So I am just hoping that she will call. Hmm. Bcoz one hour is like $5.50. So if u times 8 hours, it is $44 dollars. Then you times 30 days it's $1320 dollars. Its alot huh? So just hopin' and prayin' hard yo!!


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date: Monday, November 03, 2008
time:8:46 PM
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people. Have Fun!

1. What would you do if a handsome guy confess to you?
i'll consider. actually for me evrything matters even his ding dongs! haha.. (:


2.Would you fall in love with a guy not more than 3yrs younger than u?
Hmm. Im not sure. Maybe not! Im not sure..



3. How do you find school?
i used to love schooling (: . Now there is no more school.


4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
aisehhh! a billion dollar? That is what I am waiting for and those ppl out there who act alot just bcoz u are richer then my family. I'll make sure u lick my ass biatch!(:


5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend stead?
Maybe. I have before. and even if i did, i would kept that feeling in my heart(:because i dont wanna hurt my bestfriend.


6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone. Bcoz, I have loved alot of guys. So now is the turn to the guy falling for me. Haha. Can u believe 3 years waitin'. Ya, so it's being loved by someone who is hot!


7. Who is your favourite singers?
mariah carey, lil wayne, pussycatdolls, britnetspears, jonas brother, timabland, justin timberlake, florida, will.i.am, t-pain. (: If i have to continue idk what is going to happen. It's too many!


8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
well, that happened to me with the guy i had admired for 3 years. I cried ya'll! And i wish that they would break fast! Haha. Cruel me! (:


9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Not yet. But i think having my longest and first kiss with a white guy!(:


10. What makes you angry?
My mom when she scolds me for no reason and askin' me to do lots of things!


11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
I visualize ready. I am going to be a Famous Celebrity in hollywood.! Hopefully
12. Who are your top 4 darlings?
First is family and other three don't have yet!

13. What is the most important in life?
Family(:

14. Can your friends be trusted?
Now no one! Really nobody! D:

15. What is your favourite colour?
All shades of pink a nd purple. Except for dull pink and pruples!(:

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Give what? :]


17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously,and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
Both.! Haha. No actually I will see their heart, personality and character. Coz those still won't be the same right? :D


18. Are you someone who gets along with others easily?
IDK!! Coz when i wanna smile at that person they will look away. And i am not a confident person who will talk to anyone! Yeah so i m not sure. :]

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like? Can it express thru actions?
yes, i'll express through actions and also i will tell him as months goes by! Someone must break the ice right.(:

20. 5 pple I've tagged:
DOn't know!


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title: the new me..
date: Saturday, November 01, 2008
time:10:11 PM
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