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N A T A S H A

there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
the crazy idiot who is oh-so spastic,
shit crazy about stitch
scolding me FAT doesnt make you any SLIM-ER
scolding me STUPID doesnt make you way SMARTER
BACKSTBBING me doesnt make you a CHAMPION
and calling me BLACK doesnt make you look any FAIRER[:

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January - 21: Sakinah, 22: Tian De, 25: Renuka,

February - 03: Simlambarasan, 04: Danshikah Viva, 22: Ammu Carolin, 26: Deva Kumaran

March - No one

April - 01: Ummu, 09: Matthew, 22: Nabilah

May - 02: Rajan Mama, 06: Hannah, 07: Shamini Melanie Natasha Viva, 07: Floris, 13: Raifana, 14: Fazree, 16: Shahrizal, 19: Rahul, 22: Margret (grandma), 23: Timothy Marc Surain Viva, 26: Vivekananda (Daddy)

June - 14: Zahirah, 16: Azirah, 18: Saras, 23: Thilaga Atthai

July - 3: Rani Atthai, 14: Velu Mama, 18: Pushpalatha Viva(Mommy), 21: Kalu, 21: Lakesh, 21: Hafiz

August - 07: Aqilah

September - 4: Aishah 5: Dashini Kashmalene 18: Uma

October - 1: Taarshini

November - forget

December - 19: Rovina 19: Eason Navin 24: Angela 26: Shalini Damaris

Sorry guys for not updating ur birthdays.. i gotta go back home and check it out.. i wrote them in my diary and soon to be updated.. I saw ur birthdays in my diary but i didn't bring the book to my aunt hse.. so now seriously soon to be updated!!! He3..ily guys!!!
title: Roy at Hospital (Fazree)
date: Saturday, July 26, 2008
time:12:42 AM
ROY AT HOSPITAL ( FAZREE)

(MACHA) (BROTHER)


Hmm.. at about three plus or four plus Hisham called me and ask if i want to see fazree at NUH, cause when he was playing soccer,he collided onto one of the secondary 3 boy's head and then he couldn't move himself. Therefore, he was admitted to hospital. NO!! before going to hospital, Mr Kong and Mr Tay brought faz to the Chua Chu Kang Polyclinic and then was admitted to hospital. Argh!! Let's get back to the story. So i ask Hisham if Munnirah is following then he say yes. So I told him that wait i go and ask my mom first, then he say ok. So i called my mom, as usually to ask permission to go out, suprisingly she said ok you can go and see fazree. Haha! was happy at that time! But also sad. Cause i was seeing Step Up 2 second dics half way through. Hmm. Cause i had to return the disc on 24/7/2008. Which was on that day la.


I called Munn to confirm with her if she is going! So she say yes she is going. So i quickly got changed. i went out of the room after changing, i received a msg frm munn. saying that 'mel, faz mom say today cnt go, cause he is in emergency room then no one can see him' i was like 'WTF!" Mm. Ok ah then i go and change. Then very long i waited so i continued the step up 2. So i decided to call my mom and tell that i m not going to see fazree cause his mom say cnt see him. After i call me mom and i was watching the movie for a while the dancing part, the one they dance for bounce by timbaland, Munn called me. She say Mel you get ready already. then i was like huh! i change me clothes ready. Then she say huh! why u change now his mother say cn go. Then i was like ah WTF!! again haha!




Then i go into the room and got changed again! Then i meet Munn at her hse. After few minutes later Hisham came. Then we decided to call other people. Then we called Zahirah! She said She see first she confirm and call back later. So for the time being. I called Tian De. Tian De was in the police post for some reason. Then I ask him to ask if he wants to see Fazree in the Hospital. Then he say can. So he say what time? then i say 6.00pm to meet at Lot 1. And that time was about 5pm+.. Ya. Then he say u siow ah? Now i at Police Post. Then i say ok ah then meet you all at Hospital. Then he say ok. Sia ah.. Tian De tok to me in the phone cute seah his voice! Then he msg me saying that go hospital what to do and staffs like that. Then i tell Him..


Ok now let's come to the main story.




Ok so we were in the Hospital seeing Fazree. And i was like waiting for Tian De. Hahas.. Then Tian De and Wei Chuan arrived. OMG!! at that time i was so nervous till my palms were perspiring. And i felt hot too and i too perspiered. I was nervous cause Tian De was there. Not Wei Chuan. Then for few minutes Tian De and Wei Chuan went out of the room. Then was back to normal. Then later he came back inside the room. I try not to look at him. That time i wasn't really perspiring. but was like just had sweaty palms.


Then Hisham bought some food for Fazree. Then Fazree eat. Then after that he ask me to come near me. So i thought Fazree want to tell me something. But then in the end Fazree burped at me left ear. Then Tian De laugh seah. Paisey sia..


Then later at about 8.30pm we wanted to go home after seeing fazree. I actually askeed Munnirah what bus are we taking, then Tian De sebok. Say that we are taking 963 go Bukit Panjang then take bus go Chua Chu Kang.


Then we had a ride on bus number 963, then we alighted at bpp, take over head bridge, go to the opposite bus stop, and waited for 975/190. Then 975 came. We took it. Hmm. same bus with Tian De. Happy sia someone.!! Then when i wanna get down at my place, in the bus i did not tell him bye. After get down, i told him bye! I was like Damn Happy going out with


Soo Tian De Dervin!!


And this is Faz in the Hospital!!


Hey Dude get well soon yo!



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title: ohmy! did that happen to you!
date: Friday, July 18, 2008
time:3:48 AM
OhMy!
at recess, normally sha, uma, kit and i won't go to recess. we will only buy burger and go back to class. So but today we decided to eat rice! so we plus munnirah queue up to buy ah. then kit punch me, then i punch uma. i didn't hit her hard ah, but then she say it was very pain.
Then she ask ah, who hit. so kit and i like just kept quiet and laugh, so to control our laugh we cover our mouth. then uma ask kit u hit me ah? then kit say no la.! Hadi hit u! Then Aishah say no wee siang hit u! then uma ask really. then aishah say no.
cause she know that if uma hit wee siang, wee siang will like hit her back. then munnirah say that ya it is wee siang! i m not lieing.! believe me! then uma believe ah! then uma kick wee siang's leg! then wee siang got angry. then wee siang say u don't be the first girl that i m going to lay my hands on! then uma say what! what!.
then wee siang punch at her chest area( but nearly to hit her breast) and punch her on her mouth! then uma got more angry and say, are u my father to beat me! then munn, sha, kit and me told uma relax2.. then uma just walk away! then wee siang thought that uma was at the queue, then he throw a spoon at the crowd, hit aishah's head and bounce to kit's head. ohmy! this part is like damn funny ah! i stand beside aishah, the spoon didn't fly at me, but fly over me and landed at kit's head! haha! i mean it was really funny ah! then when wanna buy the food, aisha told kit, kit ader darah! then kit laugh ah.
cause she thought that it was the sambal! cause it really looked like sambal! then like i wanted to cry ah! see the blood! eeww! i was like aishah come got tissue! then meng suan gave tissue! then later go office to apply medicine! then we say that got blood on her head. wanna apply medicine! then she say what happen. then she say that u have to write report. then i say ah, that we got 'n' level coming so we don't want anything to happen to wee siang.
lata of one stupid thing he is expel from school! But then that fucking clerk say that if aishah's mom happen to call the school and ask what happen to my daughter, den the school cannot answer. so we just write ah! then what if aishah's mom call and ask! Hmm.

Then not only that rauf come and see aishah to see how is her head, then the OM say that go out, then rauf say, my hand pain i wanna apply medicine! then the OM say that i put u at sickbay! then rauf say ah, that my ahnd pain not my body, then the fucking OM drag rauf's collar out from the general office! Hmm.
then before even going to go out the office, rauf like hmm, how to say like when a person hold ur collar you will like move ur shoulder to move his hand right, ya so that is what rauf did and push the door open very very hard! luckily the door nvr break! Haiyo it is like one problem after another! haiz!!

That is my class! hahas..


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title: What an ass!
date: Wednesday, July 16, 2008
time:4:24 AM
Hey fazree this is for you!

(i feel sorry for myself for wasting my blog space ah!)
Hey you look. k. you don't know the full story ehk! you don't tok! kay! u don't any how think that what u are doing is correct! k! u be matured! kay. anyways girl problem why you wanna interfer! alamak! pls la. just mind ur business. kay.!


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title: Msging with him!!
date: Thursday, July 10, 2008
time:10:37 AM




06th July 2008

I msged him: Tian De can i ask you something.?

(he took about 30 mins to reply!)

then he reply: Ask nor.. was izzit ??

then i say: Tian De hannah told u wat happen to me and zahirah rite.I mean i was just sad ah.Are you like angry or nt happy bout me.Please.Tell me.Coz the way u tok to me.Rite.Like u nt happy wif me.

then he say: No lla..you crazy.. not happy for wad sia.. i feel guilty den right..sorry eh..cause you both to quarrel..

then i say: No ah. We broke on 26.6 (the next day after you ask her stead) and we became friends on 4.07. Ya. Mm. I ask u. U don't feel irritated me liking u rite.?

then he say: Not irritated by tat.. by irritated being disturb by others..

(then i felt damn happy)

then i say: Hw did ur friends know tat i love u!?

then he say: I oso dunno..yupp..hmm..

then i say: Mm. Bt i m sorry coz of ppl making fun of you. And anyways tian de i love you of the way u are, n nt the way u look event though u are damn cute. Bt cn i ask u. U seriously wanted to go on wif zahirah.?

then he say: You crazy arh?!? I joking tat day onli lla..dun you noe i like to disturb ?? Hahas..crazy lla..

then i say: K. Tian de u know i m feeling damn happy after telling u hw i feel. Hmm. Anyways love you.And dont hate me.Hahas.I m relife nw.

Hmm. but the sad thing is that he did not msg after me sending this! So i waited for about 10-20 mins. No reply. I felt sleepy. So i went to bed. Then at about 10 plus i woke up coz my stomach was so pain. need to do big business. SO i decided to on my phone and see if he got reply. He did not! But atleast i m happy that he is not irritated of me. And I told him That i LOve him! Atleast i was happy about that!

8th July 2008

Morning


At school time, science lesson, Tian De Adrian and Meng Suan Skip sci lesson. Then after science is Mr Kong's Lesson! They have to skip lesson cause they have to settle things about Shavon ( i pity that girl man! cause of that fucking Sherry see get beating!! EEE!! i hate to see Sherry's Face!!!). Then recess time Tian de called me and ask mt to liquid his name at the class diary.! so i was like thinking twice you know! i was like what if i liqiud then teacher ask me.! then i die right! So i msg him and say that Tian de what if Mr Kong flip to the next page and see. Then i kena caught how? Then he say k wait i m coming up now! So i waited then he check the class diary. Then i ask how, then he say nvm ah! gonna die ah! then after reading (Mr kong's lesson) when teacher dismiss everyone, he quickly went out of the class. Then Mr kong call him, "Tian De, bye! , Later don't go there and do ur thing!" (which is smoking). Before Mr Kong tell that to Tian De, Tian De look at me and gave the sweet smile! OMG!! i wish that he cn give the smile again! Inorder to help Tian De i didn't show Mr Kong the Class Diary! Hahas..

8th July 2008


Night


i was like scared to msg him cause i had a thinking of what if he is irritated of me. So i was like argh!, just msg him!.

Then i say: Mm. Tian de 2mrw dont skip lesson ah pls. Lata ur name kena rite at clasS diary. And ol the probs bout nt taking n level. Sian rite. Pls ah. Reply k.

Then he say: Hahas..wont skip lle..i today skip becox got problem to settle..tats why..

Then i say: K. Coz of shavon rite. Settle ready.? I pity her sia. Sherry is like damn basturd ah! Fuck sia she!

Then he say: Ya..i go help shavon tat problem.. settled lle..hmm..sherry ass her lla..i look down those ppl..

( then very long he nvr msg ah! i thought kthat he is ignoring. then i send another msng saying that)

I msged: Anyways tian de. Gud nite. Sweet dreams. Slip tight. Luv ya. Hahas.

Hmm. i just love that days alot! actually i write here coz i don't wanna forget him or the feeling that i tell him! All i type is the exact word that he and me msged! all the same!


I LOVE TIAN DE TO THE MAX!!!


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